Hey, everyone! This is just a little piece I wrote after watching an iCarly marathon. It's a little short, but I hope you like it anyway. Paramore reference!
Disclaimer: I'm much too poor to own a wildly popular TV series like iCarly.
I'm in love with her. It took me a while to realize it, but when I finally did, it was painfully obvious. She's funny, and pretty, and isn't afraid to tell people what she thinks. She's smart too, even if she doesn't exactly apply it to her schoolwork. Watching her through my camera lens during iCarly is the one opportunity that I have to observe her without her noticing. Any other time I get caught up in staring, she gives me a look of death and threatens me with some sort of painful humiliation. That's how I know I can never ever tell her. Sure, she abuses me almost every day of my life, but the thing is… If she didn't, she wouldn't be, well, Sam.
What? You thought I was talking about Carly? "But you've told Carly you love her a bunch of times". Yeah… I'm not talking about Carly. Carly was… well, I thought it was love. Turns out I was way off. I was so focused on Carly that I nearly missed who is was that really made my heart jump. I tried to get away from her… Carly, Valerie… neither was who I really wanted. I thought they were… man, was I dumb. Still, my newfound realization doesn't change a thing. No matter what, I've gotta keep on pretending. I can never ever tell Sam that I love her.
I'm in love with him. I've been in love with that stupid techno-geek ever since I first pushed him off a swing in grade school. He's funny… cute, even though I'd never admit that to him, and he's the smartest person I've ever met. He gets so excited about his computer stuff… Just another endearing quality about Freddie.
I'm so stupid… It's obvious that he doesn't love me. I mean… why would he? I've been nothing but cruel to him my entire life, because I'm too chicken to reveal the truth. It would destroy my image completely, and it's not like he'd believe me anyway. I mean, would you believe me if I told you I was in love with you after doing everything from wedgie-ing you to squirting you with liquid cheese? Exactly. That's why I can never tell Freddie that I'm in love with him.
I tried to get away from it. I mean… there was Jonah (the douche) and Pete… Pete and I dated for a long time. But it just wasn't there. I don't know how many of you have been in love, but let me tell you. It's much better to waste your life pretending then have to forget him for a single minute.
Still… not matter how much I keep on pretending, it doesn't change a thing. I can never tell Freddie that I'm in love with him.
Well? Did you like it? Please please review! I'm kinda nervous about their characterization. Please give me feedback!
XOXO
Allie