A/N: Hey, fellow killjoys.
I do know that this isn't fiction press. My excuse is that this contains a line from Na Na Na (the aftermath is secondary!)... but yeah. I just felt like posting this 'cause it's what MCR & a lot of other bands saved me from. This is my thanks and I express my genuine gratitude towards anyone who made My Chemical Romance possible. I can honestly say that they saved my life and this is just one way of saying thank you.
Never let them take you alive.
-Controversial Mayhem
"Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same."
My heart felt so invulnerable and strong
Until you came along
It felt like something I was used to
That all my heart was portrayed unto you
I guess our feelings collided and day turned to dawn
But, John, you gave me something to dwell on
Our story is done
You can take your money and run
Our aftermath was apparently secondary and got the best of us
And never shall I put myself through that thrust
Again the words hurt more like a burn
A cut that never heals but seems to yearn
Yearn in pain and complete suffering
Our video and chapters are still buffering
I ripped out my soul and poured it on yourself
Though you turned out to just be a picture on my shelf
I can reminisce my memoirs, finger the memories
Although this kind of pain goes on for centuries
I'm not asking for you back, believe me I'm sure
Sure as hell to realize you are absolutely and utterly insecure