Disclaimer: I don't own... which is just another one of the reasons this didn't appear in any of the books...
I'm holding her flush against me and she's rocking and moaning, but this isn't some hormonal teen's fantasy. This is my life, and therefore Max isn't in passion or lust-filled throes where I bring her to the brink again and again - even if more then a small part of me wishes that was the case. Max is in fact, instead in the middle of one of her brain attacks and is in a lot of pain, which is why she's rocking and moaning and i'm just holding her wishing that I could take her pain away.
Life just won't cut her a break, so she won't cut me one either - not that I blame her for that too much. But that won't stop me from trying. She just needs to get used to the idea of there being an "us" and I suppose that it certainly wouldn't hurt if she realised that she won't be any less of a leader if she falls for me. But in the mean time I will just keep reminding her and at times like this, worrying about her.
Real life right now might not be mine or any teen's fantasy, but there's a chance that it will be one day and for Max, I'm willing to wait.
AN: Yet again, i tried to make sure everything was as it should be in regards to spelling and grammar, but if you spot any errors, feel free to message them to me so i can fix them up.
