I am sick

But I can't get better

I am tired

But I can't sleep

I breathe

But it's hard

I cry

Because it is so easy

I listen to them

Because I know they're telling the truth

I see darkness

And I welcome it

I smile

But I don't mean it

I laugh

But it sounds forces

I don't understand

Why you're still with me

I know

I don't deserve comfort

I know

You see right through me

I don't understand

Why you make me feel like this

My life

Is so hard

Why am I still here?

I don't know...

Who notices?

No one

Who will miss me?

No one