He Keeps me Here
I feel like an outsider
I want the pain to go away
I feel it pulsing
I want to run away
I feel like a demon
I want to die
I feel alone
But he keeps me here
I love the way he walks
I hate how he ignores me
I love how he is affectionate
I hate how he excludes me
I love how he never makes anyone feel alone
I hate how he pushes me away
I want to runaway
But he keeps me here
I see him there
I hear him laugh at me
I see myself hanging my head in sorrow
I hear them jeering at me
I see the moon rise
I hear him beg for my forgiveness
I see the light shining off of him
I want to run away
But he keeps me here