I breathe deeply and try my best to keep myself from being any more nervous than I already am.

I would never have guessed then that I would ever be in a state like this. Never have I imagined myself like this—overwrought, uneasy, almost biting my nails off in anxiousness. But then again, I can't help it; today's the big day, after all. So a hundred of deep breaths later, I finally give up and tell myself that I can never stop my heart from racing.

I don't even know why I'm feeling tense. I have always known that this day would come. I have always known that this was bound to happen. Not a single trace of doubt was in my mind when I put myself in this situation, just because I know that, for once, what I'm about to do is right. Because I know that this day would be the best thing that could ever happen in my whole life. Because I know that this will be worth it; this will make everything perfect.

So this is it.

This is finally it.

I, Santana Lopez, have finally found what I've been searching for.

I have found true love.

I have found Quinn Fabray.

And now she's mine.

And I am hers.

Forever.

This day will be the proof that she'll be the only one I'll love from now on.

"I do."

Finally, I am able to say something that I will never regret.

Six years ago

"Do you believe in true love?"

"No."

"Why not?"

"I don't think any person could ever do that, you know, give all of his or her heart to another. People are too selfish. They only 'love' because of debt, obligation, some people love too much. I don't think that could be considered as true love, either. And I doubt I will ever feel it. I don't think I'm capable of loving someone truly, of loving someone truly, of loving someone that much. I don't think I'll ever meet anyone who'll be worth loving."

"What? Of course, you'll meet someone! Someone who'll make your heart pound, someone who'll light up your world with a smile, someone you can share your life with, someone who'll make your life better, someone you'll love forever."

"Yeah, right. And no, I don't believe in soulmates, either."

"Oh, yeah? Well then, we do people get married? Why do some people get to spend their lives with another?"

"They settle. Just because they managed to die before getting a divorce doesn't mean they're soulmates."

"You know what? You're the most love-hating person I've ever known. I'll be waiting for the day when someone will make you fall on your knees and slap your bitterness towards love on your face."

"You'll be wasting time waiting, then. It's hard to believe in something that might never happen. I doubt that day will ever come."

"Oh, I bet it will. I bet you'll fall in love someday. Then, you'll remember everything you just told me, and I'll make you eat your words."

"I won't."

"Fine. Good night, you bitter person."

"Good night."

Yeah, yeah. Short, I know. But yeah. I just won't be able to sleep without posting this so... I'll try to update soon.

And I'm really sorry if I don't update much anymore. Schoolworks are in the way. Real life sucks. That's why I always run to the world of fiction to escape reality even for just a while.

I guess that'll be all. Good night.