Disclaimer: I do not own Life With Derek. As much as I would like to right now I don't.
Summery: A movie brought them together, but was it just a one day thing? Or do they really care about each other. Sequel to "it's gonna be love"
Let me know what you think. Also I'm so sorry if there are some grammer/spelling problems I'm like the world's worst proofreader and im ashamed
XOXOXOXOXOX
Casey lays on her bed sighing. She tightly clutches her pillow around her and looks straight a head. It's been three days since Derek and her watched "A Walk to Remember." danced to the song that means so much to both of them, then kissed passionately forgetting that they were step siblings. For the passed three days Casey was doing a pretty good job avoiding him. She just didn't know what to say.What do you say to your stepbrother after you share such a tender moment with him, not to mention a tender kiss?
She just didn't know what to do. She couldn't continue to act as if she hates him because after that day when she saw how sweet and hurt he is she saw him in a whole new light. He felt such sorrow thinking of the lose of his mother, and he actually shared it with her, which made her feel special because he didn't look like he ever told anyone about that.
Tears started to form into her eyes when she remembered the lost, and damaged look on his face watching the movie.
"Why can't I get him out of my mind?" she says to herself her voice but a scratchy whisper.
"Maybe because I feel something for him." In the back of her mind she knew that was the truth. She knew she always had an attraction to him, but she just thought it was a far affection; she guesses now it's not that simple.
How is she suppose to deal with that fact she really cares about, maybe even love her stepbrother Derek Venturi?
She looks at her clock and realizes she's been staring off into space for about an hour and it was now almost time for dinner. Getting up she starts to walk to the bathroom to clean herself up, so no one could tell she was crying.
"Casey." She hears her name being whispered and she looks up to see the soft eyes of the guy who's haunting her mind.
She still doesn't say anything, she just stares at him as he walks closer to her wiping her tears from her eyes.
"What's wrong?" He asks softly
"Nothing." she says a little too quickly
"Liar." he whispers brushing her hair away from her face.
"I don't lie, that's what you do." She says softly before walking into the bathroom, closing and locking it behind her.
XOXOXOX
Derek looks at the bathroom door hoping she'll come out, but he knows she wont until she knows he's gone. It's been two days nineteen hours and 48 seconds since they kissed, not that he was counting.
That day Derek felt like he could really talk to Casey about his mom. He's never been able to tell anyone about her because he knew they wouldn't understand. But Casey; Casey did understand and he wouldn't of guessed that of her. Not only that but he felt something when he was with her, like he felt at peace, something he hasn't felt for a long time.
He felt something for Casey, also. Was it lust, attraction, love he didn't know but what he did know was he wanted to find out.
He wanted to tell her he liked spending time with her, he enjoyed dancing with her and he really loved kissing her, but all she's been doing was avoiding him every chance she got. He didn't know what to do.
Looking at the door one last time he walked down stairs. Edwin and Lizzie were watching cartoons and Marti was skipping around the house in her fairy costume.
"SMEREK!" Marti screams skipping her way towards her big brother and jumping into his arms.
"Smarti, whatcha doing?" He asks smiling. Marti was always such a goof and that's one thing he just loves about his only sister. She has such a happy spirit and wont let anyone bring her down.
"I'm a fairy princess." She states seriously
"Oh really well you look like a very beautiful fairy princess." He smiles and she giggles giving him a hug and a kiss on the cheek.
"Thanks Smerek! NORA WANT TO KNOW WHAT SMEREK SAID!" she screams getting out of his embrace and running into the kitchen to tell Nora.
Derek laughs, that's his sister, she always makes him forget about something that's bothering him at least for a minute.
XOXOXOXO
Casey opens the bathroom door a little to make sure Derek wasn't there. Sighing when she saw he wasn't she ran into her room and closed the door softly. She just couldn't keep this up, how was she suppose to stay away from him any longer? She needed music to calm her down. Grabbing a random CD from her dresser she puts it into her stereo
You know what's right baby,
I know what's wrong,
Turn off that light baby
and I'll turn you on,
Of course she had to pick this CD. She loved this song but its so strange it just happened to be the song "Can't get you out of my mind" by Gilbert O'Sullivan. Something that just happened to the question of her mind, why can't she get Derek out of her mind?
There's no denying
and I've got to concede,
You're casting a spell of some kind,
It's breaking my heart
every time we're apart, I
just can't get you out of my mind,
She hummed the words in her head as she walked around her room, thinking of Derek's soft lips. The best kiss she's ever experienced. It was so sweet but explosive. Her lips still felt warm from his kiss.
Don't be like that baby,
be like you are,
Don't wear that hat baby,
it looks like a scarf,
Defeated that he wasn't going to leave her mind she just plops on her bed and closes her eyes. Picturing Derek's lips were on her's again. Begging for entrance into her mouth, his stroking her tongue with her's, roughly pulling her body closer to his.
People go hungry
for something to eat,
It happens I'm told all the time,
I don't know for a fact,
all I do know is that
I just can't get you out of my mind
She wanted him to kiss her again. She wanted him to touch her. Moan into her mouth. She realized her breathing gotten heavier and she quickly sat up. She wasn't going to do this now. He probably didn't even feel anything for her. He was probably just in an upset mood and needed to feel something.
We'll make the headlines
as the world's greatest pair,
Taylor and Burton they had better beware,
We'll make each other happy, too,
Don't say you don't think so,
Don't make me have to go,
He was just looking for a new spin; she decides she never meant anything to him. Nothing but another bimbo to get some action with. She started crying softly. How could she be so stupid? She should have known she was nothing to him, why couldn't she get him out of her mind? Maybe because she knew in her heart she's fallen in love with him.
Don't leave me in a spin,
Make me your everything, everything, everything,
You'd make a man like so happy, I know,
And I'd do my best to make you happy also,
For we'd make each other happy, too,
Don't say you don't think so,
Don't make me have to go,
Don't leave me in a spin,
Make me your everything, everything, everything,
Where there's a will,
there must be a way,
Where there's a match on,
what can I say,
Two things mean more to me
than anything else,
And both are just one of a kind,
When were playing away,
even during a game,
I just can't get you out of my mind,
No matter what you say,
no matter what you do,
There's got to be a way, a way to get to you.
TBC
song is "Can't get you out of my mind" by Gilbert O'Sullivan
