Hey friends.
For a Homestuck/Tokyo Ghoul crossover to catch your fancy, you must be some intense trash.
It's okay, I am the same.
And I love you
This fanfiction, as I stated in the summary, only shares concepts and titles of Homestuck. I didn't think it'd qualify as a true crossover, so I didn't list it as one.
Enjoy!
I don't know exactly how or when he died.
I just know it happened.
Yomo claimed that there was no other conclusion to be claimed from the situation.
I said words I regret now, to him, Kaneki. Thus, stimulating the now dim yet ever present faith he would comeback. Nonetheless, it was merely a faith, a hopeful thought with no evidence to back it up.
I'm not completely sure what my feelings were for him. With the end of our relationship having already come to pass, figuring out what I felt for him should be a tedious task. It seems, however, that after the event transpired these ideas and feelings within myself were harder to avoid. I suppose that I should conclude then; he meant a lot to me.
That's all I want to say on that specific matter. It hurts to think further.
Hinami however, was effected by Kaneki's death the most, I would say. She didn't accept the news at all. She always looked up to him and referred to him as an older brother. He cared for her and looked after her like a guardian. She loved him, platonically, of course. When she heard the inevitable news, she didn't believe it. She wanted to find him and expected a search for him. When she came to realize there was to be no search party for him, she was flabbergasted. She promised she would find him; she had nothing else to do. He was her new goal, a goal she'd join Aogri to accomplish. I hope that perhaps, in the difficult position she's wiggled herself into, she can find closure. I'd welcome her back if the case were present. I miss my little sister.
Nishiki left the premise of Anteiku after it was destroyed. A fact I have trouble letting sit with me. In a way, though a deranged way, it's a little understandable.
He had done so after Kimi's demise. Torso, the CCG's title for an abhorrent ghoul, targeted her. Why? Well, that's what he's trying to find out. That being said, you could infer the final goal also included killing Torso. From what I hear from him, he's into some deep trouble with the CCG, though he doesn't view it in the same way.
He stops by often, to say hello. Sometimes he talks about the word on Kaneki and the matters of his death. Those conversations typically go sour. I'd insist there was no way the idiot could die under any circumstance. Nishiki, not being horribly detached to the idea as I was, knew, and would admit otherwise. That's not saying he didn't grieve either. We all felt sad knowing Kaneki was gone. I feel though, that Kimi's death was a matter that drew his feelings out. Which is understandable.
Nishiki's probably going to come in today; it would certainly be in pattern if he did.
The place I am today doesn't exactly serve the same purpose as Anteiku. It's similar, except we've cut the helpless out. We only provide "guilt free" human meat for ourselves here, no room for a public slip up.
In a few months, school will start up again. It's my last year; so avoiding thoughts of my future are getting to be increasingly more difficult. Originally, the idea was to go to the same collage he had up until his search for the doctor. I would plan on taking up biology as a major. Now, though, I can't recall the name of the college without getting a headache.
Kaneki would have known what to do in the situation. Besides having been through the process himself, he always seemed to be a very diligent student. It's bothersome that someone with so many opportunities at hand was one to major in something as bland as literature.
Kaneki deserved at least that though, the chance to do what he loved with his life. To be happy.
His death shouldn't have been the ending of his short and tragic story.
I'm glad I realize this now, so my mind doesn't throw up upon his memory. At times though, I do think it's entirely pointless, what his memory is, who he was, my feelings toward him. He's dead. But hey, were all dead one day, and considering everyone and yourself pointless, and dwelling on the matter, just isn't a way to live.
The door chimes and Nishiki waltzes in.
"Hey", he walks up to the counter, "You look like shit."
"What do you want, shitty Nishiki." I snap.
"Same thing as always, shitty Touka." He replies with a smug expression.
"What do you think your doing by the counter, then? Take a seat, that's kind of how the café works if you haven't forgotten already." He rolls his eyes a plops down on the nearest booth, pulling out his phone. I prepare the coffee hastily and walk over to him, setting the coffee down. "Will that be all?" He puts his phone away and looks up to me folding his hands together.
"Yeah, sure." He takes a short sip of his coffee. "How's it been going for you recently?"
"Mundane, nothing special. Hopefully, a status quo that's sure to stick around for once." He nods in acknowledgement and slouches over the table. He looks down.
"I haven't made any progress on Torso and the CCG's breathing down my neck, but hey, I'm alright." He finishes looking to me. "On a brighter note, I've started playing quite the computer game I'd think you'd enjoy."
"Is that so?" I reply. He looks away and continues.
"Yeah, it's called Sburb. You've probably haven't heard of it, it's not very popular. It's distracting though, something that might catch your fancy." He swallows another mouthful of coffee and looks up for an expectant reply.
"I'm not very big on video games" I shrug.
"It's very distracting though, like I said and you need something else to occupy your mind anyway." We're silent for a bit, then I start again.
"What's it about?" I say, and he proceeds
"It's were you enter the world of Sburb, and you're given a title. You get powers based off the title you get, and you go on a journey trying to find the boss of the game, and destroy him. However, there are many mini quests and levels you have to accomplish and go through before you can face him. There are monsters everywhere, and sometimes an occasional god and you do stuff." He takes a brake to take a sip of coffee. "I think you can download it off of any gaming site, just make sure you don't get viruses."
"I'll think about it." I mumble. Nishiki finishes his coffee with a triumphant gulp and sets down some change on the table.
"See you then." He waves, then sticks is hand back in his pocket, exiting with a the bell chiming in distress. I look back at the change and start counting. I grit my teeth
"Shitty Nishiki" I mumble.
He's about a 100 yen short.
Sorry my paragraph indent game is weak
I also apologize for my transition skills
But eh
Love you