Chapter 1
I've always thought there was something between Beck and me.. Even when he dated Jade I had those dreams about him and sometimes he gave me that look that I could not help falling in love with. But now, after spending this evening with him (it was not exactly a date but) i cannot deny any feelings I have for him.
When I got to sing at the Platinum Music Awards he said those words to me I will never forget "the world needs to see who you really are, cause..you're amazing". My heart is still melting. I should have taken that chance and reply that kiss. Jade is a great girl and in some way I love her but if she was my friend (what she claimes not to be) she would see there is something happening between Beck and me. She does not seem like the one who would like to get her ex back, since she hooked up with that (kind of sweet) Moose guy.
What am I doing? I am late for school as always.
"Hey Cat!" "Hiii" the little red head said in her tipical baby voice. "Have you seen Jade? I really need to talk to her" I said with a cracking voice. "Talk about WHAT?" Jade asked in her sexy but horrifying voice. I was scared and felt like a little child who would get in trouble for something. "Well, I think you might have noticed the friendship between Beck and me, right?" "WHAT ABOUT IT?" "Um.. It's weird.. and please promise you won't be agry with me or hurt me." ("or worse" i thought) "Whatever." Jade said. "I have not talked to Beck about it. But I.." Jade gave me a look that made me finish the sentence more quickly than i was able to "I kinda might have feelings for him! Please don't hate me.. It doesn't mean i will be with him or something like that I just wanted you to know.." I was really hoping she would not use her scissors holding in her hands. But surprisingly she said softly: "I don't hate you. Well,.. I do but not because of that. Look, Vega! I broke up with him. It took me long enough to figure it out but he is not my type. Of course I am his type, i mean look at me, but i think we just do not belong together." I felt a warm breeze inside of me. "So you're not mad?" "Mad? About what? You fancying Beck? Come on! Like you had a chance.." She laughed and walked away.
So there I was on my way to Sikowitz' class, when i noticed André and Beck dicussing about some famous guitar playing man who wears dresses. "Hey André, hi Beck.. " "Hey girl wuzzup" "Hi" "André, would you mind if i talked to Beck for a sec?" "No probs"
"So, what you wanna talk about?" Suddenly I got really nervous so I just said "Do you like my new shirt?" Beck smiled in that sexy way as always and said: "That's what you wanted to know? Well, first of all: This shirt is not new, the last time you had it on was that day we decided to go to Museum of Bones. Second: You look amazing, az always. And third: There's something I want to talk about with you too."
* Hello this is my first story, please leave a comment below to tell me what you think about it. :) And I am sorry for my poor English, I am not a native speaker.
xx Astrid :)