He stood in front of his grave. How could it have happened? He was supposed to protect him no matter what, he promised. No matter what. But he failed; he just couldn't help but feel like it was his fault. Why did you have to leave…he thought. A single tear escaped, we were supposed to be together, that's what you said he thought bitterly. "Liar" he said just above a whisper, brushing the dirt away. "He died because of me" he told Lenali carrying the once alive exorcist. His eyes clouded with betrayal, hurt, and most of all sadness. Lenali looked at him; "It wasn't your fault" she replied. "He wanted to save everyone from the Earl of Millennium" gently brushing away the strands of hair away from the exorcist in his arms. "You would have done the same" she spoke gently. "I'm sure he" not using his name incase upsetting him more, "Wouldn't like you to be like this. After all" she paused as tears threaten to fall; "He did it because he loved you. He wanted everyone to be happy" the tears fell, leaving trails. "He did it to protect everyone."
The older exorcist next to her gave her a disbelieving look. He shook his head, "But I promised to protect him not the other way around" his voiced cracked. "Don't worry" she ran her fingers down his hair. "Everything will be alright; we're going to have a funeral for him. Okay?" she asked. "It's going to start tomorrow morning" Lenali stood and walked away. "Kanda…everything will be alright" Lenali reassured him. Kanda glances at the pale figure on his lap. Nothing will be alright without him here he ran his pale through his hair.
The full moon shined down below him, clouds turning darker every second. The wind getting stronger now and then, "Kanda, you shouldn't spend so much time here" Rabi told him after the funeral. "You should rest…this isn't like you" he knew that Rabi was also depressed by the sudden down fall someone he too held precious too. He never showed it that easily, but he was hurting on the inside. Gently rain started pouring down, soaking him from head to toe. All he ever wanted was to be with him, even now. No one can bring back the dead, even if there was it wouldn't be the same. Kanda knew he had to live on without him, but maybe they would be able to meet each other soon enough.
"Kanda…"Rabi approached him right when they finished there mission. The young exorcist not in his arms anymore, but carrying a bouquet of white flowers. "Is it true? That Allen-"Rabi paused and took a deep breath to steady his voice. "Is Allen-" he tried again, but couldn't find the courage to do so. Kanda only nodded. Soon Rabi let his sadness flow, like a silent river. All Kanda wanted was this to be a dream, even a nightmare and wake up from it. But he knew that he was only lying, this is reality and he knew.
"Boy" lightning flashed and Kanda snapped his head at the familiar voice. "Would you like me to bring back Allen Walker?" the Earl of Millennium grinned at the exorcist, and then laughed.
Kinda cliffy, but none the less my first story. i know it wasn't that good so yeah...i next one will be coming soon. RR