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Great Teacher Onizuka – Last Goodbye

I looked down upon the papersheet. A note was written on it in a beautiful hand. I knew the writer just by looking at it, but at that moment I was not really able to cope with the sense behind it. The thoughts, my whole mind – everything was confused, torn and ripped apart; rushing through my head, the words made my hand shaking. I felt weak and sick, so I let myself fall on a chair. Images came and faded. I had to admit that these few words written on a tiny piece of paper made my world crumble.

I clenched my teeth. Hell, this couldn't be happening, it just couldn't. The beautiful time we had spent together so far... I had always been aware that this could end and that this end would be horrible for both of us. But this outcome had been unexpected and it was a real shock for me. Phrases, well, actually just a few words, were imprinted in my head and burned inside me: Pregnancy. Love. End. Death. Death... Death!

Her face, her cute smile – I saw it right in front of me. I had met her at the End-Of-Year celebration last year and since then I had had feelings for her. And she had given in to me, had fallen for me. And now I had ruined her young life and mine as well. She was pregnant, carrying my child. And now she was trying to to end her existence for she was seeing a brighter future.

I saw the spots on the sheet, where her tears had wet the paper. The ink was a bit (verwaschen). She had been crying while writing this letter. It was a last good-bye, a last present, a last confirmation of her love for me. What I had feared the most during the last year of secret love was the detection. I would have been finished and her life as well. The rumours, the talking would have never stopped. Her death would save at least me from being carnaged by the societies' dogs, the press, the public. This was her last, her final present for me...

I tried to suppress my tears and crumbled the paper in my fist. I had to make my decision, now. The decision between social death and saving her, or the salvation and the burden of her death, which I would always have to carry with me. It was the most difficult decision in my life, one, which could cause my absolute destruction. Once again I remembered her smiling at me, the moments, which we had spent together...

I had to decide and so I did. I had to save her at all costs, though there was not much time left. I did not want her to kill herself. Hell, even if it would cause me trouble, I would face the consequences. I really loved her and even if it was something unforgivable, against all conventions, I did not care for society's judgement.

I stood up. I had my self-control back, I was not trembling anymore. I still loved her, no matter what. No one could stop me from doing that. Even if I was her teacher...

Onizuka left the room, throwing the letter from Tomoko-chan into the bin.

Hope you liked it, though it was really short. But I wanted to express feelings in a short excerpt. And about the tenses, I know that I there many mistakes in it.
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