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Dear Jacob,
I thought I could do this, but I can't. I can't pretend like I'm happy because I'm not.
I will not live this lie Anymore. I know your sleeping with renesemee. I'm not
going to be second best to your secretary. I'm Not going to stay home waiting
for you every night knowing you're in her bed fucking her. It's not fair to me
And I deserve better way better. When we first got married I thought we would
last forever I guess I was Stupid and naïve for thinking such a thing huh?
Remember when you told me I would be your only one. You told me I was it for
you, that I was your soul mate. You laid Jacob and it hurts me that I believed
you. You said we were gonna last forever Jacob we've been married for only six
months. I didn't think you would get tired of me that easily, guess I was wrong
again. I told you working as the CEO of Cullen Inc. wasn't a good idea. Fuck I
even told you renesemee wanted you but you didn't fucking listen now look
were we are. You grew so distant from me Jacob. You weren't my Jacob
anymore you turned into someone I didn't know. I thought you loved me Jacob
was I wrong to have assumed such a thing. I don't know what else to do Jacob.
I feel so dead inside without you. Jacob this letter is goodbye. I'll always love
you no matter what but I don't want to be the second woman you come home
to dammit I'm your wife – was your wife-. Jacob I'm leaving my wedding ring
my engagement ring and my promise ring you gave me. I can't be a part of this
marriage anymore I'm sorry it has to end like this. Goodbye Jacob may you
have everything you've ever wanted.
Love Leah,
p.s. I'm five months pregnant, it's our honeymoon baby, well my baby now …
And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We're headed for a cliff
And in the free fall
I will realize I'm better off
When I hit the bottom -paramore