Doushite?

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Doushite?

Haibara just typed there facing the computer. She was typing some things in her diary.

September 19, 2010

Dear Diary,

Well, today seemed to be a pretty normal day. Kudo-kun keeps bugging me about the stupid antidote just to see that Mouri-san! You know, Kudo-kun? Doushite? Kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou? (Why? Why did I fall in love with you?) You always leave me here in this lab. Donna ni toki ga nagarete kimi wa zutto koko ni iru to, omotetta noni (No matter how much time has passed, I thought you would always be here.) but no! Instead, you left me here and you are risking your own life just to see Mouri-san! Doushite? Kimi nani mo tsutaerare nakattan darou? (Why? Why wasn't I able to convey to you?) Mainichi maiban tsunotekku omoi afuradesu kotoba wkatteta noni (My feelings that were growing everyday and everynight but I know they won't reach it know.) I'm very sure of that. Starting when you were 7 yrs. Old, you were always beside Mouri-san. Doushite? Kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou? Donna ni toki ga nagarete kimi wo zutto koko ni iru to, omotetta nono mou kanawanai (Why? Why did I fall in love with you? No matter how much time passed, I thought you will always be here but nt anymore.)

She stopped writing. A lone tear slid down her cheek. Now she know why…