Schroedinger's Last Laugh
In every universe you exist, but in only one do you get to live. That is, except me.
When I was born and named Marie Baranski, I was also not; Yet I undeniably was.
At the age of 8 When I first leapt and discovered my life as Elaine Brown, I felt disconnected and alone, yet I also felt horribly and irrevocably right.
When I discovered a world of comic books and people like me, then inexplicably leapt into that world, to the place I left behind I ceased to exist where I once had. Yet I lived on, I always live on.
I have leapt to my memory 23 times in my 19 years not-existing. Though perhaps I have leapt every morning since I first drew breath, though only to a mirror universe, where everything is the same, yet unsettlingly different.
Different world come with different profiles. Though often the altercations are minor, such as a deeper tan, freckles, an accent, scars, tattoos, etc. I think once I had a rather unfortunate piercing in a rather unfortunate place.
When I was 16 I discovered that I could control my ability, from that time on I have only leapt twice. Once out of that existence, and once back into it.
Today is a Friday, and I am currently residing on Earth-161. I call this place my home as I have lived here my entire life, but I arrived here sometime last fall. I have taken upon the alias of Jackie Winter. That's not my name here but I decided that I want to live a life I carve, not one predetermined for a girl I've never met.
I've made many friends throughout my stolen lives, but the only one I've met who I'll ever truly trust to understand me, is a man by the name of Wade Wilson; Better known to many as Deadpool.
Ultimately I guess it was due to his actions that we ended up in Gotham City, together, however it was through my own negligence, that he left alone. Now I grow tired and it exhausts my ancient mind to speak, but I will try once more. Finally, once more to recount to someone my simultaneously too short and overstayed life. Once more before I give in to Death, who's arms are beaconing me beyond the veil. It is almost my time.
But before then, let me recount the events of those short few weeks, of what feels like an eternity ago. Who knows, maybe it happened in another life.
Woooh okay so this is going to be quite the challenge guys, but I'm sure that together we can all get through this! I have the wonderful Michael Smith and Madison May as my back-up team, helping me to organise my thoughts and build upon our combined ideas.
Really this fanfic would have made no sense without them XD
Let me know how you all feel about the fanfic to come in the comments, I can't wait to get started!