this is my first fanfic it's a smitchie and it's AU
disclaimer: i own nothing
mitchie's pov
I was walking down the hall getting ready for the talent show it was my first time ever singing in front of an audience I'm really scared though because I'm so fat I wrote this song while starving my self my friend Caitlyn always tells me you're not fat you're beautiful but I don't believe it. I was just walking when all the sudden THE Shane gray probably the meanest person on the face of the earth and the most popular guy in school.
"WATCH WHERE YOU'RE GOING FATTY" he said
"I'm sorry" I felt the tears come into my eyes I was trying so hard to lose weight and when someone calls you fat it doesn't help I've been starving myself I haven't eaten breakfast, lunch, or supper. I know it's horrible to do that but I just want to look beautiful.
I'm about to go on stage my best friend Caitlyn gives me a squeeze to encourage me. Well, here I go!
I told another lie today
And I got through this day
No one saw through my games
I know the right words to say
Like "I don't feel well I ate"
"I ate before I came"
I could feel the tears I didn't want to look out into the crowd I was wondering what they think of me if they would be like 'oh look it's the girl who doesn't eat' or something like that. But I'm gonna keep on going.
Then someone tells me how good I look
and for a moment
for a moment I am happy
but when I'm alone
no one hears me cry
whenever I'm alone I cry it's so hard. I look in the mirror and all I see is fat it's so hard to see myself is beautiful
I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be okay
Together we can make it through another day
I'm just trying to look like the people on magazines they're always so skinny and pretty I just wish that I could be like that.
I don't know the first time I felt unbeautiful
The day I chose not to eat
What I do know is how I changed my life forever
I know I should know better
There are days when I'm okay
And for a moment
For a moment I find hope
But there are days when I'm not okay
And I need your help
So I'm letting go
I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be okay
Together we can make it through another day
You should know you're not on your own
These secrets are walls that keep us alone
I don't know when but what I know now
Together we'll make it through somehow
Together we'll make it through somehow
I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be okay
Together we can make it through another day
Wow that felt really good I finished and everyone clapped.
Shane's pov
I just heard the girl that I yelled at and called fat sing and while she was singing I heard the hurt in her voice and saw tears in her eyes while she was singing I felt so bad. She was an amazing singer and I looked at her and looked at her face and she was beautiful. I don't know what to do now I need to apologize.
"hi" I said
"what do you want?" she said. She sounded hurt.
"I wanted to apologize for what I said earlier" I told her "and you are beautiful"
her eyes sparkled and she looked up at me "Really?" she said. I nodded and she said "this is the first time I a long time that I feel beautiful"
I looked at her eyes and all the sudden I felt a pair of lips crash onto mine.
"what was that for?" I asked her
"for making me feel beautiful"
well do ya like it it's my first one the song is courage by superchick please no flames