Title: Peter Equals Work
Timeline: Season 2
Characters: Olivia
Summary: Random Thoughts
Disclaimer: I own them, in my dreams, no seriously I do, I get to analize them, take them apart, it's great fun.
However in real life someone else has the rights and gets all the money, not that I mind. As long as they don't sue me for playing.
Notes: Written just as a stress releaver, yes seriously
Beta: I should look into finding one sometime.
How dare he!
Oh I'm going to kill that Bishop - when I get my hands on him, I'll ring his little neck for this, how dare he wander off and get himself kidnapped, and that by a mind controlling brat. God I swear if that kid does not kill him I Will. And if the kid kills him, I'll make Walter bring him back to life, just so that I can kill him myself.
He was supposed to stay out of the way, to watch Walter, but no, as usual, he had to go off on his own, being completely insufferable. No one had seen him and now I have Walter in a state. I wish he would just do what is expected of him. That way he would not get hurt, and I would not end up loosing another important person to me, Oh God no I can't think that way, Peter Equals Work, PEW. he is off limits, a no go.
Where the hell have they gone, where is that kid taking him? What is he doing to his mind, Walter said the other victims had damage done to their brains, Oh God no, not Peter. I must find him must stop that kid. Then I'm gonna kill him, as soon as he's cleared his medical examination, I'll ring his little neck. He must not do this, must not get himself involved like this.
To the law with his reputation he is dispensable. Not to me, not to Walter, we need him. Walter because… I don't know why, but I need him, I need him to translate what his father is saying, I need him top put on the brakes when things start spinning out of control, I need him to pull me out, when I've gotten in to deep again. I need him to make sense of it all, and to find some logic behind what we do, so that I don't loose my mind. I need to hear him saying "hey" in the morning, watch his disbelief when Walter's comes up with another crazy idea. I need his touch on the shoulder to remind me that I'm alive, his confidence in me to pull this off. But mostly I need him here, here where I can see him, can glance at him, often wondering….
Oh god no Peter Equals Work PEW Don't go there, just don't go there, Longing for his embrace was different to not knowing if you'll ever see him again or have the chance.
He is so dead, how can he do this, put me through this. I should have let him go back then, let him opt out. But I couldn't, and I don't want him to now. I want him. I want him to take me in his arms, to help me forget what we have gone through together, to hold me until I can face the world again. To remind me that I'm alive, and through all this I am still capable of feeling, of wanting, of needing. Where is he, I need him here, I've got to find him. He completes the team, keeps us together. Please let him be okay, I want the pleasure of killing him, I'm gonna kill him, first I'll ring his neck and back him up against the wall, then just before he dies… No I've got to stop that. Peter needs me to think straight, needs me to find him and get him out. Walter needs to think straight, we need him to come up with something, anything, must go and see Walter.