What if I told you that I never really got over you? What if I said that I knew we could never be but I wanted you to know how I felt? What if I told you I knew that we really screwed up and maybe it was partly my fault; all the missed signals and defiantly all the nos. What if I promised you that there has not been a day that you have not crossed my mind since the first time I saw you and what if I said that I really really hate your girlfriend? What if it was true that being in the same room with you for the first time in over a year has made me an emotional wreck?
What would you say if you realized how pathetic I have become and what would you say if you knew that you were the first person to affect me this way? What would happen if I let down my barrier and showed you the real me? Would you run away? What if I told you that I do not really care about him and that it was all an act? What would you do if you knew that I noticed the looks you gave when you thought I wasn't looking and what would you do if you knew they made my day?
What if I would never be anything more than I am now and what if I was fine with that? What would happen if we were to disregard the social ladder and come together? What if we both changed into people we could relate to and what if that was all it took? What if maybe I could muster up the bravery to speak to you as you stand so apart from me with your friends? What if I could remind you of the secrets we once shared and the hurt we both caused? What if could remind you that once upon a time I was important to you? What if.