Disclaimer : I dont own TVDs if I did there would be lots of yummy Bamon.
I have massive love for Nina Dobrev unfortunately not a massive fan of Elaina. Damon should grow up realise that his love for Elaina is all wrong and that Bonnie is what he's looking for.. she'll stnad up to him and keep him entertained and love him for who he is... they would be soo hot stupid writers.. anyway, I hope that this isnt too angsty for a first attempt. I'm not very happy with how i wrapped it up and would appriciate some pointers on where i could improve. All Reviews appriciated :)
Bamon... Bamon... Bamon... Bamon... Bamon... Bamon...
Bonnie and Elaina don't talk anymore. It's been over 2 years since Elaina chose Damon over Stefan, 2 years since Damon broke Bonnie's heart and she can't bear to see them together. The dark haired witch had had to get away. Though leaving Mystic Falls was one of the hardest things she had ever done, its where all her memories and her home was but being there and seeing him with her best friend, her sister in everyway but blood nearly killed her.
Elaina didn't know about Bonnie and Damon or why Bonnie had left. She left leaving only a letter for Caroline. Explaining that now they were not in immediate danger she needed to get on living her life for herself and to grow as her own person she had to leave Mystic falls behind. Bonnie had never been able to share with her best friend the love she felt for the blue eyed vampire, at first it was because she was ashamed of her self for letting him in to her heart after all the pain he'd caused and then it was because he was hers. The more of a secret it was the less likely Elaina could unintentionally take it way from her. Well… that back fired. Bonnie's hazel eyes often filled with tears that she hadn't had Damon's heart as she thought she did, she had thought he kept it a secret as it was his nature to guard what was important to him. She'd been his 'Little witch' but she hadn't been enough,
She knew he loved her even still... she could feel him reaching out to her in her dreams. She wished he would leave her to grieve and move on... she wished even that she could hate him... unfortunately she kind of understood why he'd done it, Elaina had always had that way about her that made people love her and 145 years of thinking that you love someone and are going to be their white knight only to find out that actually they are evil personified and you were little more than a game to them, was bound to mess you up, then the same face tells you she chooses you, how can you resist that..? Maybe she should just set him on fire and be done with it.
She wasn't sure how Stefan had got through the heartache to be honest. The pain was often too much to bear; she understood now why Damon had carried such strong hate for Stefan around with him for so long... Bonnie would never have it in her to hate Elaina; she knew even now she'd give her life for hers, her heart often aching for her best friend. Why her life had taken this path she'd never know but the pain grief and constant feeling of loss had meant her powers had increased 10 fold and through practice and more practice she felt she could be as powerful the great Bennett name suggested, maybe she had needed the love and the loss for that to happen.
Now though Bonnie would have to be braver than ever, and return to mystic falls for a wedding, THE wedding of the year it was being billed as, she just didn't know if she was strong enough.
A/N well there we go.. fingers crossed that is was ok. my next story isnt anywhere near as heartbreaky. Sorry for any mistakes in this, it hasnt been beta'd. Also looks much longer in word. lol
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