A Kagome and Koga story. First chapter, so please be nice XD this one's for ShelbyFreakinAnn, so thank you for reviewing XD And I'm really sorry if you don't like this 1st chapter
Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha, or any of its characters, but if I did….that would be so cool XD
Did she dare? Could she really do it? Did she even have the guts? I mean, now that she stood there, her feet couldn't move. Kagome sighed, the same questions passing through her mind. Her eyes were filled with tears, memories flashing through her mind. His face, his touch, his beauty. But that was all gone now, and he wasn't here with her anymore. Why had she been so caught up in herself, that she couldn't see what she was doing to him? Everytime she as hurt, he would always sacrifice himself to save her. But it had all gone wrong, it had gone terribly wrong. She blinked back the swelling tears now forming behind her eyes. Why had she been so stupid? To wander off and get captured, once again, and then he had come to get her, to save her, once again. Why had she even wandered off, anyways? Oh yeah, she had gone to get more firewood. But stupid her, she had forgotten her bow and arrows and had gotten kidnapped by Naraku. But this time had been different. There was something about Naraku that scared her even more, and had made her blood run cold when she saw his smirk.
That was before she watched, in complete terror, as he finally killed the one person she had ever really loved. And it was because of her that he had been killed. God, why was she so stupid? She took a deep breath, the tears now flooding down her heartbreaking face. She took a step closer to the steep edge of the mountain, the chilling morning fog surrounding her, as though comforting her from the world around her. The sun was just starting to rise, its beautiful golden glow illuminating across the land, as the many colours soon followed. Kagome stared, in awe and in sadness, as the colours danced through the sky, awakening its surroundings. The birds swooped up and down across the now shining sky, the sun looming up from behind them.
There were these rare moments, caught in a breath, a second, before its lost, evil and destruction taking over in this once gorgeous place. It was these moments that Kagome wondered whether what she had been thinking, and what she was about to do, was really what she wanted. But then, as she had said, it was lost, and the thought loomed over her, making her feel as though it was the only option. She couldn't face it anymore, the constant knowledge that he had died because of her, and it was all her fault, although her friends denied it, whenever she got around to the subject. But deep in her heart, she knew that living day to day was putting her through much more pain. So she had woken up, earlier than anyone else, and without waking anyone, she had silently left the camp and headed up to the nearby mountains. Throughout the walk up there, she had defiantly had second thoughts, heck maybe even third and fourth. But once she got nearer and nearer to a reasonable height, and looked down at the distance that she had chosen, the thought seemed more reasonable than it had in her mind. Her trainers scuffed the ground, and her hair whipped across her face as the morning wind blew it. She sighed and tucked it behind her ears, staring straight ahead at the huge land in front of her.
Thousand of trees were in her sight, as well as a hot spring that she and her friend Sango had visited, to 'have a chat'. Then there were the acres of grass, just going on and on, away on the hills, as the mountain loomed over them. The morning birds swooped over her head, watching as she stood there, staring out into the distance. So this was it? This was the end? It had to be, because she couldn't go on like this, with the horrible images of him dying, replaying over and over in her head. She let the tears fall off her face, dropping onto the ground around her. She sniffed, the cold was starting to get to her now, as she stood there, in the morning dusk, I her school uniform. Maybe she should have chosen something different to wear.
No, she was going to do it in this, and there wasn't anything anyone could do about it. She took in a deep breath, the scent of flowers and trees, and blossom all filled her nose. She wiped a tear away from her eye, bringing her hand back down to her side. She was going to do it, no going back now. After letting out a breath, the mist that came from her mouth, she looked down. How big a drop was it? 240ft? 250ft? She didn't know, but only hoped that it was deep enough. She took a step backwards, and for a split second, she thought about stopping, about dismissing the idea and going back to camp, as the others will be waking up round about now. But she couldn't…she wouldn't. Because it was her fault that Inuyasha was dead, and because it was her fault that they man she loved, was killed because of her, she wanted to end it, end it all. And so, with that final thought, she jumped.
The morning light cast through the small and crowded cave that he and his wolf tribe were in. He stepped out of the cave and covered his eyes as the glorious sun rose about the hills in the distance. It was in these moments that he wished that he had someone to share it with, someone that he loved and who loved him back. If only the woman whom he truly loved was with him, that would be something to wake up for, instead of waking up early to see the sun rise every morning. He heard occasional grunts and howls in the cave, but he ignored it. As he sat on his favourite rock, one that had a perfect view to the whole land, he felt as though something as wrong. His nose couldn't smell anything, it be? He'd know that smell anywhere. I made his throat dry up and his palms sweat, and even made his wolf tail start to wag.
He stood up quickly, leaving his fellow wolf tribe in the cave, and heading towards the very familiar scent of the woman who had captured his heart. He ran faster than he had ever ran before, noticing there was something different, as though he could almost sense her emotions. He noticed that the smell was leading him up to the mountains near his cave. But as he got nearer, something was very wrong. He could smell blood, and lots of it. A lump suddenly appeared in his throat, making his heart beat faster, hoping to god that the blood didn't belong to her. But he couldn't smell anyone else nearby, absolutely no one. He knew, deep down, that she was hurt, but he kept on wishing that he was wrong. Running faster in his own little whirlwind, the smell of blood got stronger and he ran across the ground of the mountain, the smell of Kagome and blood both mixed.
Then he saw something, no, someone, lying on the floor. He stopped running, the whirlwind stopping almost instantly, as he stared in horror at the sight before him. It was Kagome, laying in an awkward angle, sprawled out across the ground, in a puddle of deep red blood. For a second, Koga thought that he was going to be sick, the sight of her like that made his stomach heave, but he held it down, and blinked back some quickly developing tears. Why? Was she like this? Had someone pushed her? Had she fallen? He couldn't smell anyone else's scent, and he noticed that no one had come looking for her, not even her companions. So that could only mean one thing. He stepped nearer to her, and bent down, examining her. The strong smell of blood made his head ache, but he gulped, as he looked closely at her. Her body was limp and her clothes were stained in thick blood. There was a deep gash on her head, and her foot was bent in a funny angle.
Was she dead? There was a lot of blood around her. He placed his two fingers against her wrist, hoping that there was a pulse. And there was!! Although it was very slow, and she had lost a lot of blood, she was alive. He looked up at the mountain. How high had she jumped? He looked back down at Kagome, trying hard not to scream in frustration as she lay there, motionless. He then picked her up in his arms, blood wiping onto him from her. He looked down at the ground again; the pool of blood that had surrounded her was now there, in a puddle of red thick liquid. He breathed in her sweet scent, glad that she was still alive, for now anyways. Who knows if she could survive this, but this was Kagome he was thinking about, of course she'll survive, right? He didn't want to dwell on the answer, instead he ran faster than he had to her, back to the cave.
'Please Kagome, hold on.' He whispered, as he held her unconscious body in his arms.
So, did you like it? I hope so XD