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There's nothing worse than being alone and I'm alone all the time now. My mom thinks she knows what's wrong with me but she only knows half and I can't tell her the other part. How do I tell her that I just watched the love of my life walk away? I can't blame Alex I mean if she had done what I did to her to me I probably would have walked away too. I remember that day so clearly yet it all feels like a dream and I can't wake up.
*flashback*
Alex and I were lying on my bed watching her favorite show, So Random, just like any other day and I knew that I had to tell her today because she'd find out soon anyway.
"Alex?" I said it quietly hoping she wouldn't hear
"Yeah Mitchie?" she looked down to look me in the eyes
"You love me right?"
She laughed "We've been together over two years Mitch of course I love you."
I sigh " No matter what?" I looked down
"Mitchie what's wrong? Please look at me." When I wouldn't she put he hand under my chin and brought my face up to look her in the eyes. "Please tell me."
After she said that I just started crying and she just held me until I was done. Then I said the two words that changed everything "I'm pregnant" I knew when Alex let go that I had lost her.
"You're kidding right Mitchie?" I shook my head
"I'm so sorry Alex I never meant.." she cut me off and said "Who's the dad Michela?"
The full name I knew I was in trouble but I sighed and said "Shane." After I said that she just got up and left and I flinched when I heard the front door slam.
*end of flashback*
That was three months ago and Alex hasn't talked to me since. Shane knows now and wants nothing to do with the baby. I'll find out in a few weeks if it's a boy or girl. My mom and dad said that they would support my decision but it doesn't feel like it. This is why I feel totally alone. I was deep in thought when I heard
"Mitchie?"
Good? Bad? Should I just give up?