Title: The Right Kind of Good
Fandom: LOST
Rating: R
Pairing: Sawyer/Kate
Word Count: 312
Summary: Kate compares the men in her life.
Author's Notes: written for lostfichallenge at live journal. The prompt was "good vs. evil."
Disclaimer: LOST isn't mine, damn you, Darlton.
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Jack makes her feel good, so good when she is by his side. When she is his second-in-command.
When Kate is with Jack, she is part of the A-team. She is a leader, a problem solver. The other survivors look up to her. Some days when she is with Jack, she forgets that she is a criminal.
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Sawyer makes her feel good, so good when he is deep inside of her.
She knows that Sawyer loves her, and sometimes, she even thinks that she loves him. But she tries not to think about that, because she killed Tom and broke Kevin's heart. She hurts the people she loves.
So she tries not to think about that, and it isn't difficult. Their sex is fucking; it isn't sweet, it isn't slow. It isn't love-making. She pushes him and he pushes her back.
She wakes up the mornings after with bruises. They're on her knees, her chest, and everywhere in between. There's a suspiciously hand-shaped one on her inner thigh, a particularly tender one on her hip. There's one she can't even begin to explain on her upper back.
She mentally catalogues every single one. Places them in the Ziploc bags of her memory. They're her evidence.
Proof that she is evil.
When Sawyer bites down on her nipple, she remembers her crimes.
When he places the head of his cock at her entrance, enters her with one quick thrust, she remembers car crashes.
When he growls "Kate," her name vibrating between their lips as he kisses her, she remembers the bank robbery.
When she comes, clutching him tight between her thighs and scratching her nails down his back hard enough to draw blood, she remembers the murders.
It feels so damn good when he is inside of her.
And that is just the right kind of good for an evil girl like her.