Preface
I cannot deny my birthright. It had followed me since I was born. I was—and always will be—a target of danger. Since infancy. Since childhood.
And now, by entering this happy family, I'd brought upon them my tendency to attract danger. It was a mistake and it was all my fault. I can't believe I was so naive to believe that my birthright will disappear. So what if I've been doing well all this time?
When you lived your life with a fair share of near-death experiences, it'll never disappear. Time and time you'll escape, but eventually, it'll catch up.
It was destiny.
Long before i've met Edward, I was already a magnet of danger. Even with a vampire beside me 24/7, i'm still a danger magnet.
Even after i am a vampire.
How could you run, how could you fight, when the danger was you?
When you can live forever, what do you live for? Do you exist just because you can exist, or do you live for a reason? If you do, what do you live for? Nothing in the world lasts forever, not me, not him, not even nature nor the world. I claim to live for love, but this had got me thinking. Is love as eternal as said? Can it last for centuries, millenniums and not change? When challenged, will it still exist?
When you stop loving one because you loved him, is that still...love? When you start to hurt someone because you loved him, is it still...love?
Now, everyone's in danger. My loved ones, all of them. Not only me, but also my family.
Worst of all? I've been the cause of it.
I must do something. I must sacrifice. If I can't run, if I can't fight, then there's no other option. I will face my destiny. Death. How dangerously beautiful that word sounded.
Unless I do something, the whole world will perish. Humanity will cease to exist.