Chapter One - Dreams

Harry and Luna sat in the great hall together. Eating dinner in silence. Luna finished eating quickly, then left without saying anything to anyone. She made her way up to the common room. She went to her dorm and pulled out her diary. She needed to vent.

Dear Diary,

Today i stayed after class. Needed help with my homework. Or, at least, that's what i told people. Really I just wanted to talk to him. I don't kno what it is but whenever he is near me I get butterflies in my stomach and it gets hard to breath. Like it use to do when I was with Harry...I couldn't love him, of all people, could i?

I gotta go. Lots of homework.

She closed her diary. She couldn't love him, of all people. She had been telling herself this for a long time. She loved Harry. He was who she wanted. Or, he was, at one point. She opened her bag and started her homework.

Luna slowly fell asleep that night.

Luna's dream.

I ran down the hallway towards Harry. He waved and came closer.

"Hi." he said.

I ran past him, seeing the man I loved. He suddenly disapeared. I looked around. Harry started walking towards me. I ran again towards him. He went into an old class room. I opened the door and saw him sitting on a desk. He waved me over. I slowly walked up to him and kissed his lips softly. I heard something that sounded like a squeal. Quickly turning around, I saw Harry. I had hurt him.

Luna suddenly woke up. It was just a dream. She didn't really hurt Harry. She couldn't have she was in her bed. Her quills and parchment were scattered all over her bed. It was three in the morning. He wouldn't even be up.

' See I couldn't have hurt Harry at all. He won't even be up' She thought.

She ran her fingers through her hair and fell into a restless sleep.

Classes went by fast the next day. Luna needed to talk to Harry, but how would see put it? No, she would wait. That would be best. She went to dinner and sat by Harry. She looked over to the other side of the hall and saw him looking at her. She blushed.

"Hi," Harry said.

"Hi." She replied.

They finished eating. Draco walked by and accidently brushed his hand on Luna's back. She turned aroud and saw him. He was standing behind her, talking to Professor Sprout. Luna blushed, grabbed her bag, and left the great hall quickly.

"Miss Lovegood. No running in the halls," Snape said.

He left the great hall at the same time.

"Sorry Sir." She said, not turning around.

Draco accidently touched her shoulder. Luna blushed, turning around to see his face. He let go of her shoulder, looking into her eyes. She felt herself blush again. She turned around and started to walk away.

She walked into the common room. She was tired. She went to her dorm and pulled out her diary.

Dear diary,

I can't keep living like this. When I see him in the hallway or in his class i can't help but blush when he looks at me. I can't keep telling Harry I love him when I don't. I'm so confused.

She closed her diary and lay down, deep in thought, and eventually fell asleep.

Luna's dream

The dorm door opened. It was him. He waved Luna over to a bed and kissed her. Harry walked in and saw. He cried and ran out of the room.

When Luna woke up that morning she felt really guilty. It was just a dream, but still, it felt real. She checked the time. It was 9:00 AM on Saturday morning. She got dressed and went downstairs to the common room. No one was there, they were all probably eating. She went to the great hall for breakfast, not paying attention to where she was walking. She walked into someone and fell.

"I'm sorry," She said looking at who she walked into...it was Snape. He glared.

"10 points from Ravenclaw Miss Lovegood," He said. She nodded. .

Luna stood up and turned the other way. She heard footsteps behind her. Turning around slowly, she noticed Snape walking slowly behind her. She was so embarassed. She sighed, turned around, and kept walking. She felt a hand on her shoulder. She turned around again. It was Harry.

" Good morning," He said. She smiled. It was hard.

She saw Snape walking. He looked at her when he passed them.

"Are you okay?" Harry asked. Luna nodded, looking at the ground. She needed to do it now.

"We need to talk," She said. Harry looked scared. "I think we should see other people," She said.

Harry looked down. Tears in his eyes. " Why?" He asked.

"I-I'm confused about what i want," She said.

Harry nodded, tears running down his face. Luna turned and ran toward the common room. She ran into Snape.

"What did I tell you about running in the halls, Miss Lovegood?" Snape asked angrily.

"S-sorry sir," She said. tears finally pouring out.

"10 points from Ravenclaw," he said.

She sighed. "Okay," She said. She was trying her best not to cry.

Snape let her off easy. She was sitting in the corner of the common room. She went up to write in her diary.

Dear Diary,
I broke up with Harry. I feel terrible about it. Now all i have to do is tell him.

She closed it and decided to go get lunch. She brought her diary. While she was walking she walked into Draco. He rolled his eyes.

"Sorry," She said.

She picked up her books and left. Draco bent down and picked up a book she dropped. It was opened to a page that said: Dear Diary, I think i love Draco. I need to do something. ANYTHING to make me forget. Draco followed her into the great hall.

"Luna. You dropped this," He said. "Thank you ," Luna said looking at the book. 'OH SHIT!' She thought.