She walks and wonders.

Ms. Edith doesn't bring comfort anymore.

Her family is gone.

Daddy is dead and so is the Angel-Beast.

My Spike is gone as well as grandmother.

She ponders on all of them.

She found out how each of them died.

She wonders why the soul is a common factor.

Angelus the dreaded vampire was cursed with a soul becoming Angel.

Spike fell in love with the Slayer and won himself a soul, she wonders if cheating with the Choas demon led to it.

Darla was reborn and she became grandmother's mommy, who staked herself for Connor.

Despite the madness she is in, she sees what they gained.

Redemption.

Through hardships and with love they sacrificed themselves for a great good cause.

Drusilla wonders when she will get her soul.

Drusilla wonders when she gets Redemption.

She wonders when she'll have her family back.