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It had been only a few months since our last encounter with Diva. I couldn't bare to stand it anymore, I had been moving around for about half a year with the red shield to protect my little sister Saya. After dad died I promised myself and him to take care of Saya and Riku. I wasn't about to let that promise go, not even if it cost my life.

"Hey Kai, hurry up for breakfast its gonna get cold" Riku's voice sounded so happy from outside my door. All my little brother could do was smile now of days, just so I wouldn't worry.

"Im coming!" I yelled quickly before he could get all the way to the kitchen on the boat. Like always I dragged my self out of bed placing my pants over my boxers, and my white shirt over my slim body. Pulling my phone from the charger I put my gun in its place. Quickly opening my door I saw Haji standing there his arms crossed like usual; groaning some I walked past him and to the kitchen.

"Look Kai" There she was Saya smiling while she held an apple in her hand. I let out a smile chucking under my breath. Moving my eyes over to Riku I began to smile seeing him eat his pancakes,. I began getting my own, then digging my fork in eating it.

"So the next plan is to have Saya, Haji, and Kai go check out the next Island we get to" already in the morning David was making plans, he did this every day.

"Why don't you just go David, since you think you have so much authority around here" I glared at him then went back to eating.

"Alright brat, me and you on the top deck in about thirty minutes, we will fight" His tone was a bit calm but at the same time a bit annoyed.

"You've got it, and this time I'll kick your sorry ass" I hissed a bit at him before I felt someone watching me. I looked up seeing no one was there.

"Kai please dont' fight with David, for my sake please" Saya's begging voice made me at ease.

"Fine but only because you asked me; and besides I don't want him to look pitiful after I kicked his ass" I did a big goofy smile giving David a big smirk.

"Kai pass me the syrup please!" Riku had ran out to dip his pancakes in. I reached across almost grabbing it Haji gave it to him.

"I could of done it on my own!!" Haji ignored my yelling and he disappeared like he always did. Who the hell was he to think he could come into my life. The only reason I let him be around Saya is because he is her Chevalier; I truly didn't even like him because of that.

"Hey Riku want to come play with me?" Saya's voice was so calm and gentle like before all this happened between us and Diva.

I watched those two leave the room together and going outside; which meant that I was alone with David. Watching him look at me I blushed, then I knew I had to hurry away from him.

"Dont get lost kid!!" David yelled loudly to where I could hear him.

My heart started to beat faster while I ran, it was like someone knocking on a door with rage. Flinging the door open I closed it feeling as if someone was watching me I turned around. "WHO IS HERE!!" I yelled really loud making sure they knew I was pissed off. Out of no where I felt someone pull me close from the back, blushing a bit I couldn't get out of their arms.

"Kai you should relax a bit" It was him. Haji.

"Let me go Haji! What do you want?!" I asked a bit confused at the same time angry. This really ticked me off what did he want with me, I hated him with everything I had.

He had moved his hands to my pants, I felt like I was in heaven but I was disgusted.

"Let me go I said!!" Screaming into the other males ear I felt a big push. My face hit the bed, my arm was twisted behind my back. He had he pinned down where I couldn't even move an inch without breaking something.

"Kai I love you...." That was all I heard before I blacked out fully.

"Kai...I love you" it haunted me all in my dreams, I just wanted it to all go away. I finally sat up it had to be at least I dont even know it was at night, my head was killing.

The room was clearly empty; just like nothing had happened between be and Haji. I pulled myself out of bed swinging my legs over the side of the bed. "What the..." I gently rubbed my head feeling a knot.

"Are you alright Kai?" It was Davids voice. His deep dark voice always gave me chills but at the same time, it really calmed my nerves down.

"I guess...." My voice trailed off some, my head was really killing be my this point. I was going to ask David to seduce me so I couldn't think about Haji anymore, and the way he touched me.

"Well dinner is ready downstairs" his voice was stern again, that made me weak in the stomach. He turned away from me I couldn't control my self.

CRASH!!!

"David Don't Go!!" I had my hand up his body some loosely around his neck, I loved David and no one knew but me. "Please don't leave me alone.....Im a wreck" the reaction I was hoping for didn't happen, he just pushed me away.

"Kai get ahold of yourself" David didn't understand and I knew he wouldn't. He didn't care. David was the kind of person who only cared for the things he were told to, like work and the world; he didn't have time for me. "Your a guy and Im a guy....it won't work"

"Get out!!" I yelled anger rose up, he wouldn't ever know. I didn't want to see his face anymore, he always hurt me with his words and actions. I pushed him out the door and turned the lock right above the nob.

"Your not a kid anymore Kai its about time you grew up!" Once again his voice was the same, not emotion in it. I hated his guts, I thought for that moment maybe I should love Haji.

"Screw you...." I climbed back into bed. Everything rushed through my mind; Haji, David, Riku, Saya...and so on and so on. Goodnight myself. Bye.

I slept till my heart couldn't sleep anymore

the sorrow I felt was just like before

the dream I have of you won't come back

so just fade away or I'll attack

It rushed through my brain all night, I didn't even know what it was.

"KAI!!! KAI!!" I heard a small fragile voice this morning, I couldn't even remember who it was. Saya? Riku?

I woke up again to the smell of wonderful food, pancakes and bacon like usual. I was hungry since the night before I skipped dinner for being so mad at David. David.... That named haunted me; my heart ached. The feel of my heart breaking into little pieces. This wasn't me, but a guy with no life. A guy who is obsessed with another guy . What the hell is wrong with me? "Get ahold of yourself!!" while yelling I hit my head then shot up out of bed.

Knock. Knock.

I thought of something quick to say. Romeo and Juliet, it will confuse them. "Juliet loves the beat and the lust it commands" I sang a song that I knew off the top of my head.

Knock. Knock. Knock

"Drop the dagger and lather the blood on your hands, Romeo" I kept singing as the noise happened again.

Knock. Knock. Knock. Knock

I walked over quickly turning the lock the opposite way. Pulling the door and twisting the nob the door flung open, my eyes were full of furry.

"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT?? YOU'VE KNOCKED AND WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE!" I voice rose, seeing Riku there my eyes widen. The next thing I heard was his little foot steps running away from me.

"What have I done?" I spoke quietly to myself before taking off right after him.

WOSH!

I was twisted and turned into someone's arms. Haji.

"Let him have some space Kai, you don't want him hating you... Do you?" his arms let me go and out of no where he faded away from me like he always did. That tore up my heart even more then it was already.

Why was this happening to me? I hated the fact that all of this was happening to me, and only me. I can't ever be myself around these people. Okay tough guy act starting now.

My face turned normal as I felt around for my gun, not feeling it I forgot about it quickly. "Ah food" I led myself down to the kitchen wanting something inside my stomach.

Nom Nom Nom Nom. That sound came for my mouth as I tried finding my way to the food. I felt like a zombie looking for some brains to eat.

"Good morning Kai" that voice sounded so nice. Saya.

"The same to you my little sister" I was being affectionate but at the same time being the jerk I knew I was. Placing my self down and pulled a plate over to myself and began to fill it with goodies.

"Why didn't you eat dinner last night Kai?" Riku's voice was directed straight to me. I looked up seeing his innocent eyes looking back into mine. I couldn't look away, his eyes always drug me in like heroine.

"I wasn't feeling well so I stayed in bed" I tried faking a big smile which they all knew was fake. The sound of a pot went off, I felt my heart stop dead in my tracks watching David come over and sit down beside Riku. Like usual he was reading his stupid newspaper.

"Hey David!" Riku's voice rung in my head again, I disliked he was so kind and gentle towards that. That. I know that heart tearing, bone crushing, less caring piece of shit he is, who has no life and wants to be alone for the rest of his damn life. He's probably a man whore who just screws girls for a living and doesn't tell us.

"What?" I looked up at David who was staring at me, I got up from the table and left.

David's POV:

I had heard noises coming from Kai's room so I wanted to check it out. I opened the door seeing him sleeping I closed the door slowly and moved against his wall; waiting for him to wake. I watched for a while as Kai began to wake up, I was a bit nervous and I didn't know. "Are you alright Kai?" I tried making my voice deep like I wasn't caring at all. More as a I need you downstairs tone.

"I guess..." that was his reply to my question. He had trailed off so I knew that something had to be wrong with him. I wanted to ask him so badly, I cared for him so much.

"Well dinner is ready downstairs" I tried to make my voice stern now, so he couldn't tell my emotions. I turned around and went to the door.

CRASH

"David don't go!!" his voice was pleading, his arms where around me. Damn his scent made me go wild. I wanted more of him, I lifted my hand and then put it down forcing myself. "Please don't leave me I'm a wreck" he wanted me so much, but we couldn't. He just wanted someone for the time being I knew that.

"Kai get ahold of yourself." It was going to kill me but I had to say it. "Your a guy and im a guy..it won't work" I felt his grip get real loose.

"Get out!!" I tried calling out his name but before it came from my throat I was pushed out of the room with a click right behind it.

"Kai....." I leaned my head back against the door then I picked up my feet and walked away. I walked all the way downstairs my heart ached, I couldn't tell Kai I loved him.

"What were you doing with Kai?" turning around I saw Haji standing there with the sword in his hand cleaning it. My eyes glanced from the sword to the other males face.

"Its none of your business Haji" walking right past him, I closed my eyes slowly. Dinner was ready which I was setting my deeds on that.

"We have the papers for the sight David" Julia's voice was very calm but cold like the ice lady she was at times. Lewis was sitting down against the wall eating some of his food he laughed.

"Ah David, did you get Kai to come out of his room" his laughter was loud and the normal Lewis.

"No he still isn't feeling well so I left him to sleep" forcing a small smirk onto my face I tried thinking of something to say. I heard something running in the hallways.

I ate my dinner and went to bed.

Lewis POV:

"Julia you know what's happening don't you?" picking up a bowl putting some things in them.

"Yes I do Lewis" her voice was nice and gentle like always. Why did she like David so much? What did he have that I didn't? Wait....I know

"I've got the notes I'll lay them on the table" I set them down while throwing some bowls in the sink. This new year was going to be long with all of us.

Haji's POV:

His name keep running through my mind, I can't get it out WHY?! This name, just please go away it annoys the hell out of me. The only person I love is Saya not you.

"Kai...." my own words haunted me to the bottom of my black cold heart. I paced back and force in my room, I couldn't control my actions. Wanting to just kill myself already.

"DAMMIT GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!" yelling loudly I pushed my hand forcing it to the wall. It cracked making a sound.

"Haji are you okay?" Saya's voice came from outside my door.

"Yes sorry just my head hurts" I spoke softly under my breath. Leaning up against the wall I closed my eyes falling asleep.

"Kai I love you.............."

. its horrible I know...I did so bad on it but people kept messing with me.

the end of it is kinda bad too because people at work kept messing and trying to screw with it

:( stupid people

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