Secrets

Kurt was leaning against the locker with his eyes closed; it had been such a long day. He smiled as he heard the locker next to him open and he inhaled deeply. The smell of his fiance would always intoxicate him, the aroma of sandalwood and vanilla wafted through his nostrils. No one knew they were engaged and they wanted to keep it that way for a little longer. After seeing how Finn and Rachel's announcement had gone over, the two of them had a plan. They were going to wait until a week before graduation and then tell everyone the news, then after graduation they were going to fly to New York and have the ceremony. Then when they came back they would have a reception. The after Kurt moved in with Blaine they would spend the summer at his parent's beach house. They they would both go off to New York, Blaine to NYU for music and education, Kurt to NYADA with Rachel. They wouldn't be living together but they would all be there together.

Unfortunately graduation was two months away, so for now they had to wait.

"How was your day?"

Blaine whispered sliding an arm around Kurt's waist and pulling him a little closer, his lips brushing across the shell of his ear. Kurt hummed slightly, sliding further into Blaine's grasp and pressing a gentle kiss to his forehead. There was a time when Kurt would not have dared to be this handsy in the hallways, but not now. The school loved Blaine and as such they wouldn't mess with either of them.

"It was good, it would be better if we got out of here."

Blaine nodded silently.

"That would make this day better true, but I have a doctor's appointment remember?"

Kurt sighed, his shoulders slumping a little, " Yes I remember, that doesn't mean that I have to like it."

Blaine chuckled and kissed Kurt gently.

"Stop stressing the lost moments, how much longer do we have?"

"Two months."

"Exactly two months and then I get you all to myself." Blaine said pressing his lips to Kurt's shoulder.

"True, but until then we have to live our lives as if we are just boyfriends. Until tonight?"

Kurt smiled at Blaine when he didn't answer.

"Call me when you get home?"

Blaine captured Kurt's lips in a searing kiss, pressing hi, back into the lockers and resting a hand at the base of his throat, running his thumb over Kurt's adams apple and applying pressure. Kurt gasped and bit down on Blaine's bottom lip. He groaned, pushing him back and rested their foreheads together.

"I'll take that as a yes?" Kurt breathed, his voice hoarse.

"Obviously." Blaine responded, kissing him one last time. He turned and walked out the doors to the parking lot with a spring in his step.

When he finally got to his car he slid into the driver's seat without starting up the car. He took a deep breath and let his head fall onto the steering wheel, trying desperately not to cry. He was terrified, he had been so tired lately and that was never a good sign, but he couldn't let his fear show. He needed to get through this appointment, and more importantly, he could not let on to Kurt what was happening. Not until he was sure. Pushing himself off the wheel he started the car and headed for the hospital.

The twenty minute drive was the longest of his life, when he finally got there he walked through the front door with a sigh. He stopped at the front desk to double check what floor the office was on. He looked at the elderly woman sitting at the front desk.

"Oncology?"

She smiled at his softly.

"Sixth floor honey."

He nodded his thanks and walked over to the elevators