Title: Don't Cry (You're a "Model" Mother Now)
Fandom: Paradise Kiss
Rating: K+ (I think)
Pairing/Characters: GeorgeXYukari, and implications of one sided HiroyukiXYukari
Disclaimer: I do not own Paradise Kiss nor do I own the song that inspired this fanfic
Feedback: Yes please!
Notes: I was actually inspired by the song Big Girls Don't Cry by Fergie. I just rereading the series today and at the end this was the song that came to mind. I had be going over this idea for a fanfic during the last couple chapters when it was obvious that she wasn't going to end up with George (which made me sad! I wanted her to end up with him!). But I feel this song works perfectly for this series. So I hoped you all like. This is my first ParaKiss fanfic, and second non-DOGS fanfic. Check out some of my other fics if you feel like. I do have to say, this is the first time I've sat down and just ran off a quick fanfic and didn't spend nights upon nights of perfecting it. It was nice. It's also the shortest one I've written, it feels weird for some reason. Anyway, enjoy!
They say you remember your first and last love.
People call me a fairy tale princess, because my first love… was my last love.
But that's only the story they see.
Back in high school when I first started becoming a model. I met my last, real love.
George Koizumi.
He was my first true love, and my last one as well. Hiro, was just a crush. Turned to a friend. Turned to a boyfriend. Turned to husband. He wasn't my last love. He was just a crush, and in fact he was still just a friend in my eyes. It was the only reason I married him. I'd rather marry a friend then be lonely, and I knew he would understand me, and I would understand him.
I do feel bad. Because he thinks I said "I do" out of love, rather than friendship.
And I do love our children.
I really do. I'm not George's mother after all. It was my decision, so I will stick by it… by them.
But it is not the same, when it's Hiro I lie with at night.
I can sleep now, without George by me. But it isn't the same.
It never will be.
People tell me that I'm a fairy tale princess.
Because my first love is my last love.
And it's true. My first love was my last love.
It just… wasn't Hiro.
So, when George showed up on my doorstep, I couldn't stop myself from wanting to throw my arms around him, and be embraced once again by his love.
Hiro would understand. He always did.
But George would have to first. I would make him.
If he had wanted to sweep me off my feet once more, and steal me back. He should have returned to me quicker. Being a mother does that to a relationship.
Being George does that to a relationship.
That's why I didn't wait for him…
Why I didn't expect him to come back.