Because I´m not popular, I´ll drink a beer!
"Shit!.." It has been a while since my second year as a highschool girl started and im still whitout no friends. No matter what I try to say to myself... I have a fucking huge problem and I don´t know how to solve that shit.
"CUNTSUCKING FUUUUCK!" ...silence... SLAP! My mom stand in front of me with the dayly newspaper in the hand. Damn... How long has she been there already?
"Time to stand up, youuuu little... you´ll get late!" Ahh Shit! My head hurts like hell. Why had she had to use the monday-newspaper. She knows that this is heavier because its not the news of one day but two. And why the fuck is she again in my room without asking me for permission? "Watch your mouth nex time or I´m going to hit harder!" She left. Well... time for school... I stand up and went to the wardrobe. Maybe all the boys ignoring me because of my breast sice. "Yea... flat like a board..."
Whatever... Better if I hurry up. I picked up some socks and my yellow school uniform. "Better if I don´t eat today to much... I don´t feel so well anyway and I really don´t want to vomit." I took a toast and went out of house. "Looks like the winter starts in a few months." All the threes lost already their leafs. Luckily its still nicly warm today so I don´t need a scarf. "No cloud... I think I don´t have to hurry that much." It was a nice walk till I reached the school building. The school bell rings. First lesson: Maths, "Damn"...
Finally the school was over... I went out of the house. "Have a nice day and watch out on your way, tomoko", my homeroom teacher said. "t..th..ank yyyou..." i run away. It´s same every day. What if it´ll never change... The sun was already going down, when i was passing a bridge. Everything was in an orange light. "Hey you!" I stopped. "Yea, you." My head goes red and I feel that it start to get hot. "M..Meee?", i asked. "Yea, of cause you". I turned arround... There was a nice looking, tall boy with short black hair. He sat on the handrail while he was drinking a beer. "Would you please sit a bit with me? Im bored." I realized that my head was so damn red like a tomato. "W..wwell... Uhm. yeh.. yeah" I hadn´t counted whit something like that. "Nice sunset, isn´t it?" "y..yes" I said. "Wanna have a beer with me? I really hate to drink alone, but since I arrived with my family here, I haven´t found any friends. I was busy with packing out my old stuff the whole last week. So it´s nice to talk to someone at last." I took a bottle of beer and watched him emptying it at once. Should I do it same? I started... What the fuck is this taste like. I think I have to vomit at least, but I don´t want to do in front of him. "T..Taste really g..ggood" It tasted like medicine... "It seems like it´s your first beer." He laughed. "How d..did you know" I asked quietly. He loughed so hard that he had to watch out to hold his balance on the handrail. "I can see it in your face. By the way. I´m Toromo, but please call me Toro. Can I please know your name?" "T..Tomoko..." "Come on. Let´s get away from this place. Follow me!" He went in an old empty house. What if he wants to rape me. "Don´t worry Tomoko. I won´t rape you", he said smoothly. "Let´s just move on the rooftop." we went on dirty stairs up till the last floor. He wanted to open the door to get to the roof. "Damn! Its locked. Pleas move a bit..." He took of his jacket. I saw that he had pretty big muscles on his arms. I got red again. "Damn... he is pretty hot", I said to myself. He ran against the door. I heard the sound of braking wood and the door was broken. "Jesus, yeah! Its still there." An old couch was staying near at the edge of the roof. "You have to know, that I found it in an empty apartment here. He jumped on it. "Well, that´s how it should be every day."