The lamp flickering in the darkness. My notebook highlighted by the subtle light, my computer glowing brightly, and there I sat, in my room doing homework, completely unaware of how much everything
as I knew it was about to change. I guess you could say I was a nieve, conceded, selfish person, just like every other 15 year old girl out there. But all of that was about to change. In a matter of
about… 20 seconds? Yes 20 seconds, my strength, courage, and character was about to be tested. Little did I realize that not only was I going to have the worst experience of my life, but at the same
time I got to experience the best, most life altering, magical experience at the same time. I know that makes completely no sense at all… but that's ok because it probably never will, no matter how long
I try to explain it to you for god works in mysterious ways. Long story short, I fell in love. I fell in love with the least likely candidate on earth. I fell in love with the person I should have hated the most. I
fell in love with the person who took my life away from me. I fell in love with the person who stopped me from persuing my dreams. I fell in love with the man who took from me everything I had and was
not willing to give, I fell in love with the man who raped me. I fell in love with Edward Anthony Masen Culllen. Yes, I know it sounds horrible, but I couldn't stop what happened. I had virtually no control.
And here I am, sitting here typing up my life story, because I have nothing better to do. Oh no. CORRECTION, I DO have more important things to do, like getting on with life, moving on. But no. that's
impossible because I am completely, entirely, and utterly broken and in despair. I miss him, I need him. I will never be normal again.
I am Bella Swan and this is my story.
ALRIGHT, so im really wondering if i should continue with this... so i would really apreciate some input and response. Eventually, i was planning on having this Edward a little more controlling and sadistic. I also might to the controlling turns sweet and sensitive. Im still deciding. It depends. make sure to review. Thanks.
- Darkedwardlover23