MAJOR SPOILERS ! So, if you don't want to read a huge spoiler, you'd better not read it. If you squint, but like seriously squint, you may find a hint of Fye & Kuorgane (boyxboy). But only if you squint -sighs-. Anyway, I wrote this last nitgh in my fic-book so if it's crappy blame it on the time (HAHA, YOU'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO BLAME ME!)
Disclaimer: No, I don't own Tsubasa RESERVoiR CRHoNiCLE, it belongs to CLAMP. If it were to belong to me there would be much more smut and Yaoi... yay for Yaoi!.
Oh, I'll explain a bit.
The words in italics are memories
The words between inverted commas (" ") is speech.
The words between ' ' are thought of the person (IF they're not in italics)
OK, enjoy. And if you don't, well it's not muy fault... It's relatively short (yes, i made it that way) 'cause i wanted to emphazise on Yuui's feelings.. i think.
An Undesired Truth
He knows... I know. We both know that my whole life is one big lie: I claim to be somebody I'm not, hide behind my usual smiles.
But each time I smile I feel as my mask cracks more and more. Yet he never mentions it; never points out the fact that I'm not Fye but Yuui. Yes, he knows. He knows it hurts to remember your loved ones.
'Chose. Either one will have to kill each other or you'll both die.. '
'I knew it, the twins are an evil omen. They bring misfortune... misfortune... misfortune...'
'One shall be imprisoned in the tower, the other in the pit...'
'magic will be ineffective...'
'You, who chose yourself over your twin brother and killed him... why should you be hesitating over killing someone else?'
'Fye...'
Snatches of his past came to him, flooding his mind and shutting his from all else.
Just like that time in Celes, when's he'd been thrown with the dead sinners. Nothing else existed only him, the pit and Fye...
'I killed him... I survived... It should've been me to have died... not... Fye... FYE!'
He kept repeating Fye's name in his head over and over again. It was the only coherent thought in his mind.
A warm hand gripped and he could feel a soft, warm breath against his skin. The only person to have used his real name after he'd killed Fye.
"Yuui..." said a dark-haired man.
"I'm not Yuui. I'm Fye. Fye." he growled.
The hand just gripped his tighter, and kept on saying his real name. Yes, it was his real name, the one he'd been trying to avoid.
"Yuui," repeated the mand, this time a bit more forcefully, "don't lie."
That's what it was all about, wasn't it? The fact that he'd retained his brother's name, had created Chii and kept one of Sakura's feathers... it was all to escape the truth.
He didn't want to lie anymore. No, he wanted to change; to believe.
"I won't lie, Kuorogane..." he whispered kindly.
Nobody wants to live in the past, even though it's tempting, right?