She takes time out every day to remember him. Sometimes it's just as she wakes up and sees the sky through her window. Sometimes as she's falling asleep, when she remembers the games he put her through. It's always intentional though, because she knows that as long as she remembers him he'll never truly be gone. She holds his memory so close that she sees him everywhere. In Dee's fierce smile, in Tom's ardent gaze. Most of all, she sees the remnants of him in herself, her own eyes. Maybe, one day, she'll remember him so completely that he'll return.