A/N: depression warning. Something I felt like writing up, I'm in a bad
mood. Trust me tho, I would never do what Ginny is going to do.
~~~~~~~ 'All of us are searching for an open arm. When it's a shame how I curl up in the dark, when it's the same words that give me the spark.' --"All of Us" Blindside ~~~~~~~
I can't believe I'm going to admit this, but I will. I love you, Draco.
If my family ever found out, they'd kill you and then murder me. I know you never liked me, and never would, but I kept keeping my hopes up that someday – someday – you would look at what you've done and notice me. And fall in love with me.
I've been told that I'm pretty. I sure don't think so, but others do. It takes me hours in the morning just to look great for the day, but then I come back to my dorm crying from what you had said or done to me that day.
And yet I still love you.
It's not for the fact that you're a "bad boy," that you dare to do what others can't. It's not the fact that you're gorgeous. It's not the fact that you have money. It's not the fact that you are the second smartest in your class, next to Granger.
Granger. I will never call her "Hermione" again.
Everyone likes Hermione. EVERYONE! It pisses me off. I mean she's not even pretty. She spends more time trying to save the day and reading her stupid books than she would care about a relationship with a guy. The closest one was Krum, and we all know how ugly he was.
When I say everyone likes her, I mean everyone. Including you.
Do you know how much it hurts to see the one you love snogging the one you hate? How did this happen? You're supposed to like me!
It's because I'm a Weasley, isn't it? I have no money, I'm just this quiet little girl in the back of the classroom no one knows about. That's all I am to you isn't it? It's all I ever will be to anyone. No one will notice if I'm gone.
It hurts. But you wouldn't care. You love her anyway. And there's nothing I can do.
But wait...
There is one thing I could do...
But I couldn't, I can't leave my life, my family. But they don't even bother with me anymore, ever since my first year. Maybe I will do it...
~*~
I'm gone. I'm gone and I will make you pay for it. I will haunt you for the rest of your life. I will haunt you until I can rest peacefully. Both you, and your precious Granger.
Just wait....your time will come before you know it.
A/N: told you it was depressing. I'm not doing a sequel.
~~~~~~~ 'All of us are searching for an open arm. When it's a shame how I curl up in the dark, when it's the same words that give me the spark.' --"All of Us" Blindside ~~~~~~~
I can't believe I'm going to admit this, but I will. I love you, Draco.
If my family ever found out, they'd kill you and then murder me. I know you never liked me, and never would, but I kept keeping my hopes up that someday – someday – you would look at what you've done and notice me. And fall in love with me.
I've been told that I'm pretty. I sure don't think so, but others do. It takes me hours in the morning just to look great for the day, but then I come back to my dorm crying from what you had said or done to me that day.
And yet I still love you.
It's not for the fact that you're a "bad boy," that you dare to do what others can't. It's not the fact that you're gorgeous. It's not the fact that you have money. It's not the fact that you are the second smartest in your class, next to Granger.
Granger. I will never call her "Hermione" again.
Everyone likes Hermione. EVERYONE! It pisses me off. I mean she's not even pretty. She spends more time trying to save the day and reading her stupid books than she would care about a relationship with a guy. The closest one was Krum, and we all know how ugly he was.
When I say everyone likes her, I mean everyone. Including you.
Do you know how much it hurts to see the one you love snogging the one you hate? How did this happen? You're supposed to like me!
It's because I'm a Weasley, isn't it? I have no money, I'm just this quiet little girl in the back of the classroom no one knows about. That's all I am to you isn't it? It's all I ever will be to anyone. No one will notice if I'm gone.
It hurts. But you wouldn't care. You love her anyway. And there's nothing I can do.
But wait...
There is one thing I could do...
But I couldn't, I can't leave my life, my family. But they don't even bother with me anymore, ever since my first year. Maybe I will do it...
~*~
I'm gone. I'm gone and I will make you pay for it. I will haunt you for the rest of your life. I will haunt you until I can rest peacefully. Both you, and your precious Granger.
Just wait....your time will come before you know it.
A/N: told you it was depressing. I'm not doing a sequel.