Indent is the song I love the way you lie which this story is based off of sorta. So Please enjoy more notes at bottom.
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
10 years ago
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
Butters starred at the scene feeling as if a knife had been shoved into his lungs. He couldn't breathe or look away all he could do was stare as an imaginary Kyle sucked a fake Cartman's balls. Everyone else seemed to be disgusted or laughed but for some reason he felt his heart breaking as tears began to run down his face.
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
Kyle on the other hand felt only repulsed but not just at the fat bastard controlling the event but at himself to for feeling somewhat intrigued. Even then he knew he liked boys not girls but Cartman was just wrong Stan was who he wanted. Right?
Present
High off of love, drunk from my hate,
It's like I'm huffing paint and I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
Eric smiled at his latest prank he'd just outted Kyle officially as gay but as he stared at the daywalker he felt that strange feeling he didn't bother naming it but just squashed it down fast and covering it with a lie. He hated Kyle that was all. Kyle was just one of his many playthings like Clyde Frog but not as adorable as the frog.
6 years ago
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me
She fucking hates me and I love it.
Cartman starred at Kyle he had been there before but this time it nearly killed him. Back in San Francisco Kyle was at least breathing now he lay there lifeless. At that moment his balls were forgotten he yelled and screamed for Kyle, Knowing that if the ginger left he'd be alone.
No one to tease, and not take his crap no one, nothing to look forward to. A world without Kyle was dark no matter how he put it and that's what scared him the most.
But miraculously the Jew was saved and things went back to normal he hated his guts and that's the way the fatass loved it. The best drug he realized was seeing Kyle but he lied to himself and said it was from Kyle's pain.
Wait! Where you going?
"I'm leaving you"
No you ain't. Come back we're running right back.
Butters had slowly and surprisingly started to grow more independent over the years leaving the fat boy during a few of his more stupid schemes, disobeying his father occasionally with the weird vampire thing, starting a whore business, and strictly trying to follow the rules at Super Phun time. But it still came as a shock when Butters just up and left during one of their regular sleepovers.
"Damit Butters where are you going." He yelled not caring if his mother heard. He hadn't even drugged the boy yet nor done anything bad for that matter. All he asked was his usual are you sleepy questions. Getting ready to drug the boys customary glass of water.
"I'm ah leaving you Eric." He turned around showing a red tearstained face.
"What the hell Butters why are crying like ah bitch? What ah do?" He sighed rolling his eyes in annoyment for having to ask.
"I ah know about your photo album with all those little pranks yah pull on me, Kyle told me."
"Dammit Kahl I'll kill that ginger! Butters it was just a joke-"
"No, E-eric it was gross I'm ah not a doll you can make do whatever you want. I ah trusted you."
"Butters don't go." He whispered. Suddenly he didn't want to be left alone not again. He glanced upstairs towards nearly non-existent mother and felt sick to his stomach knowing he'd be left alone with that. "Don't go."
"I can't right now I can't stay here and be hurt like that I'd just be ah torturing mahself." The blonde turned away and left leaving the fat bastard to wonder what exactly happened.
Here we go again
It's so insane cause when it's going good, it's going great
He ran after the stupid hello kitty lover praying he'd convince him to stay. He caught him in a hug and for once admitted to having a weakness. Of all people why Butters and why even bother but he knew then that like Kyle he needed this little blonde just as much if not more than the Jew.
"Please come back I hate it in there." He whispered felling the little boy tense and turn a shade of pink from embarrassment.
"Okay I guess I can ah handle whatever stupid schemes you ah pull but no more sleepover pranks." Cartman smiled his Cheshire like grin.
"You know I hear people pea themselves if you place their hand in warm water. We could sneak into Kyle's." He said perking up and against his better judgment Butters found himself agreeing and being pulled towards Kyle's house.
And as they did their customary break-in of the window he couldn't help feeling upset. Once again Kyle had ruined his moment. "Eric's my friend and if Kyle keeps interfering then we'll never kiss and I'll never have a best friend." He thought.
Present
I'm Superman with the wind at his back, she's Lois Lane
Kyle was lying against the pavement while three homophobic rednecks kicked him. If Butters hadn't chased the stupid Kitty down the ally Cartman would have never seen it.
"Get away from him!" He yelled punching guy number one in the gut and turning just in time to avoid guy number two.
"You better go chubby or we'll kick your ass too." He said when Cartman didn't move he just ignored the behemoth and walked towards Kyle. "This fairy needs to have broken wings. So he can't fly away." The third obviously the leader smiled laughing. Cartman charged only seeing the red of rage Kyle was his.
"Yes officer Barbrady over here I ah think Kyle's in some bad shape." Cartman barely heard Butters but the sleazebags did and started to run. No you don't he thought pinning their leader to the concrete.
Once Barbrady took over and started handcuffing the bastard Cartman ran over to Kyle.
"You owe me twenty Jew boy for saving your poor ass."
"Thanks you were like Superman of all people I'd never expect you to be my hero." He coughed whizzing trying to stay awake.
"Aey I'm not superman I'm the Coon! Besides if I was you'd be Lois Lane and sorry Kyle she's far more sexy." He lied through the last part convincing himself and Kyle but Butters starred seeing Imaginationland all over again and saw the barest hint of the lie.
Finally he understood what it meant to in a way he'd always know. He liked boys more specifically Eric Cartman. But Eric liked Kyle not that he'd ever admit it.
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snapped
Kyle was trying so hard to maintain conciseness after being rushed to the hospital and his parents threating a lawsuit he'd become extremely tired. So tired he didn't notice Butters walk in sit down.
"Kyle can I ask you something." Kyle jumped noticing the other teen wringing his hands. He nodded his head in approval of the question. "I know you came out earlier this year so I was ah wondering do you like someone." Kyle starred while memories he tried to wash down flooded.
"I was ah just wonderin sense ya got beat up an all cause maybe if ya had a boyfriend you'd at least have someone to make this worth it." The blonde rushed looking anywhere but at Kyle.
"Yeah I guess."
"Who?" Finally he turned and looked directly into his eye, Blue boring into Green looking like they were about to cry.
"I'm sorry but that's my concern." Suddenly the normally gentle blonde picked up a vase of flowers and threw it to the floor tears running down his face. As quickly and silently as he entered he left leaving Kyle to look at the shattered pieces like a broken heart.
Suddenly he realized they were the flowers Cartman had gotten for him, which only made him more confused.
Who's that dude? I don't even know his name
Butters ran not caring who saw him cry he just wanted to get out of there. When he was out of breath he stopped and leaned against a wall looking across the street. There was that bar Red had been talking about. He'd mentioned the cheap booze no card asked.
At first everyone had ignored it but supposedly it had great music, no hookups, and booze. So it had become a hangout for the females of their group of friends to hang out. He starred at the place, suddenly he wanted to forget everything he'd never tried alcohol before but it seemed as good a night as any to try. So without thinking he walked across the street and into his first bar.
It was fun the alcohol at first tasted so bitter and burned his throat. But as the numbness started to ride his senses he didn't care and danced like a mad man. Suddenly out of nowhere a guy appeared taking the blonde and dragging him towards the exit.
He laughed and as a new song began to play not thinking he turned the boy around and kissed him. Full on the lips when he opened his eyes he saw orange and blonde hair.
"Let's dance!" He yelled over the music tripping over his own two feet trying to get at the dance floor. The stunned parka loving boy starred open mouthed forgetting his mission to bring the blonde home.
As Butters continued to dance in a drunken stat the boy walked over and took him up in his arms caring him out the door while Butters cried listening to Rihanna sing her heart out.
His captor took him to a van and set him down in the driver's seat. But before he could turn to get in on the other side Butters let the booze convince himself to pull the boy down and kiss him. Screw the world, mom and dad, Eric, and stupid Kyle I'm goanna have some fun. He thought at first the boy tried to pull away but Butters grip was strong.
Eventually the other blonde was overcome with lust. A free and willing lay he'd take it, besides he'd always been attracted to the smaller blonde so gently he picked him up and carried him to the backseat. Sex was sex afterall.
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
Just a story i wrote for one of the best sp love triangles. I don't know who's gonna get who keep in mind Cartman in his back mind loves them both. Kyle also is crushing on Stan.
If you haven't figured it out Kenny was the trying to take him home.
Will continue this soon was suposed to be a one-shot but it's spiraling into something bigger...