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Hi! So this is just a little one shot about an undeveloped Wammy's House Kid OC's thoughts and views of Mello based off the song Stingray Affliction by Issues. I just got their new album today and it's great! If you like hardcore stuff, check them out, they're amazing! Anyways, enjoy the thing I did!
-C
DISCLAIMER: ANYTHING YOU RECOGNIZE IN THE CONTENT DOES NOT BELONG TO ME. STINGRAY AFFLICTION WAS WRITTEN BY TYLER CARTER AND PERFORMED BY ISSUES. DEATH NOTE WAS WRITTEN BY TSUGUMI OHBA.
Stingray Affliction
Ask me what I see in you
I don't see nothing, I see right through
You're transparent I know you don't wanna hear it
And I don't wanna be the person to slip up and hurt your feelings
I guess they don't wanna say it to your face
But I will cause somebody's gotta put you in your place
- Issues, Stingray Affliction
What do you see when you look in the mirror? I've always wondered that. What do you think of yourself when you're alone and looking in the mirror? I know what I see, and I know what others think, but what about you?
If you ask Matt, your best friend, he would shrug and say that there was more than meets the eye. He's the only one, besides me of course, who's not intimidated by you. I wonder if you know that. I also wonder if you know how the others see you.
No one would ever say it to your face, but to them, it doesn't matter whether you're first or second to succeed L. To them, all you are is some punk bitch walking around like you've got something to prove. All you do is talk shit , but to them, you mean nothing. You're just someone they have to tread lightly around so they don't get the crap beat out of them.
Now, I'm a pretty tough person myself. I can hash out the harshest truth you've ever heard without even batting an eye. I'm always completely honest with myself and the people I'm involved with. I've seen what lies can do, and nothing pisses me off more than a liar. You are the living, breathing epitome of a lie. Why you don't you piss me off more? It's curious. Maybe because no one's ever told you the truth. I guess they don't want to say it to your face. They definitely say it behind your back.
Still, the way you make me feel when you're around… I'm dying to be the one to tell you the truth. I know you don't want to hear it, I know you've built up this tough-shit image, but someone's gotta put you in your place. I'm sick of bottling this up.
You're transparent. I can see right through the tough-guy image. How the hell do you expect to grow when all you want to do is break? It's time to let shit go. This place might show no love but you have to wake up. I know because I'm just like you. I know how you feel. I don't wanna be tough, I want them to see me cry. You're what's holding me back. The way you make me feel when you're around. The pain is bigger than what it seems, so stop holding me under and let me breathe.
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Okay! Well, thanks for reading! I really hope you liked it and if you did, don't be afraid to leave a comment and if you wanna talk about Issues PM me because I'm the only person I know who likes them XD
-C