Ahsoka's Pov
Over the past few weeks, I began to noticed the uneasiness come from my master. Well, I felt it. But I don't think I'm the only one that noticed. Padme, Obi-wan, even master Plo from what I've heard. And I think I knew why…It was about Padme. I knew he loved her. I knew it since I've met her. The way her stared at her. Everything he did around her. I thought it was just a really close friendship at first, but I figured it out on my own. One day…I had followed him. Yet, I'm afraid to tell him.
"Ahsoka?"It was Anakin. I looked across our room, and he stood in the door way, watching me. I had been meditating for a few minutes, but it led to thinking.
"Yes, master?", I asked, getting up from the floor.
"What are you up to?"He asked, smirking his way to his bed. I watched him, he had walked over to his pillow and grabbed something.
I grinned," Meditating"
"On what?"He raised an eyebrow.
"Attachments", I sighed," Unfortunatly, I can only get the same answer.
"Why are you meditating on that?" He crossed his arms.
"Well…"I hesitated to come up with a lie," I'm trying to figure out why it is forbidden"
He stopped. He watched me for a few seconds before leaving again. He walked closer to me, and grabbed my wrist, pulling me to sit on my bed. He sat there with me, and put a hand on my shoulder.
"Ahsoka, I don't like the idea about attachments just as you don't. But it's best not to think about it. I don't", He sighed," It just has to be this way."
My eyes widened. He lied?
"Master, it's not like that…"I trailed off.
He replied,"What is it than?"
"I care about you, Master. I'm worried about you. I feel like…"I couldn't finish. But I knew he got the idea.
He pulled me into an embrace for my surprise,"I know, Ahsoka. I care about you to. You're my very first and only padawan ever. I'm proud of you. But somedays on the battlefield, I think I'd lose you"
I smiled,"Somedays, I wish I could redo the day I met you. How we met wasn't exactly…proper"
He chuckled," Yeah, well I guess it just wasn't my day. I didn't exactly expect that Obi-wan would…fool me as he did. I guess I was too selfish to want another Padawan"
I rolled my eyes at him and said , "I had heard padawans would slow you down…"
"Ahsoka, I was wrong. Don't feel bad about it"He pulled away.
Sure. Anakin and I have become very close over the months, past years and so. But it came to the point where the war had become serious, and where the truth mostly came out. Or, tried to slowly.
"I know, Master ", I sighed," Are you leaving again?"
"Yes. Chancellor Palpatine has requested my presence…again", He frowned.
I frowned as well ,"What? Why does that make me feel uneasy suddenly?"
"Ahsoka, you're not the only one. It's been making the council uneasy as well. But don't worry. I don't think anything is going on"
I golpped. Great. Just like last week.
