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Chapter One: You've Been A Bad Girl

Life had never been better. I had my dream job; my two best friends, alive and safe and Voldemort had at last been destroyed. My life was finally on track, or so I thought. It was my fault, all my fault. Stupid Hermione, stupid, stupidI constantly thought. If I wasn't so, so sneaky, I guess you could call it, I wouldn't be in love or, or, it was too much to bear. I was twenty and the relationship dated back to when I was fifteen. It started as lust, some thing to do that made me feel like I wasn't such a play-it-safe kinda girl. It was enthralling, dangerous, but most of all fun. It was Draco Malfoy, sex god and total bad boy. That's why I believed that we had such a passionate connection. Opposites attract, you know what they say. But we were in love, secretly living together, unable to not be with each other. Harry and Ron would have killed if they found out. But I didn't care, I just wanted Malfoy. I wanted him so bad that my body ached with anticipation to crawl into bed after a long day at work and fool around. And I know he ached for me too. It was that fooling around that I loved so much that had gotten me into this situation, I let out a worried sigh and let the pregnancy test drop to the marble floor. I stared at it as if hoping that the ground would swallow it up. Blue meant baby, and that strip wasn't getting any bluer than it already was. I'm a mommy? And that means, that means Draco's a dad. Well, we're gonna be any way. Do I want this baby? Can I handle being a mom and an auror? And Harry and, oh my god, Ron. I don't see how I can keep it, if they know that Draco and me have a relationship beyond absolute hate, oh. I've wanted this baby since I was 15 and I wanted it to be with Draco. My wish came true, but I don't see how I can keep it, I just cant. No, I'll have kill itI thought as I cupped my stomach with my hands, stroking my soft skin, wishing with all my might not to cry. "Hermione Granger, get your beautiful self down here right now, I have the best news, quick baby!" Draco's voice rang out from down stairs. He was home. I burst into tears.