The Feelings Hidin Within

by Skull.gurl.26

This is my first fan fiction. so take it easy on me, please review and tell me what you think of it so far. This story shows Callie's feelings and regret she has from leaving. Feeling like she needed to be less selfish she felt more selfish then she did when she kissed Brandon. I'm also just getting used to using this format, So if i upload the same chapters and words I'm sorry

1. Chapter 1

Chapter 1: The feeling within

I remember driving to Indiana with Wyatt. I almost lost my mind in the process. The kiss between me and Brandon, it took every ounce of courage I had to do it. When Jude saw us I paniced, My courage was gone. I will never forget the look on Jude's face. I just remembered when I left and I saw them sleeping. I knew in my heart my love had to stay in the Foster's household and not carried on my shoulders while I'm gone. I knew I had to come back but I didn't know how. I felt in the pit of my stomache the distress. The pain in my chest I have never felt before. Maybe these feelings were stronger then I could ever imagine. Maybe I knew I was in the wrong when I left.

Flashback

"Jude take that nailpolish off of your nails, you dont need people making fun of you." callie said as taking a sip of orange juice.

"you don't have to do everything she says you know." mariana said while continuing to paint her nails.

End of flashback

I knew he was going to get made fun of. I wish I could change my desicion I didn't want to abandon him. But I knew he was well taken care of in the Foster House. His friend conner even had his back. Which was a good thing, I guess.

Leaving Brandon on a cliff, and not talking to him about how we felt about each other I regret it. I regret it as this week passes on. It's only been a week since the wedding. I haven't even been contacted. Well not by Brandon. Stef, and Lena have texted and called followed by Mariana and Jesus, along with voicemails from Jude. All I know is when wait no if I go back to the house things will be different. I already know that changes happened since I left that night after the wedding.