Journal of a livid super saiyan

Disclaimer: I do not own DB, DBZ, or DBGT.

Chapter 1: Realization

The morning air was cool and crisp, the kind of morning you'd need a light jacket before you head out to do your everyday routine. But, this didn't bother a certant saiyan as he slowly opened his eyes after the rays of sun hit his face. He rolled over on his side only to see that his wife wasn't in bed with him. Goku sighed, as he rose from his bed. It was the same every morning, he would get up, shower, dress, and come down stairs to to eat breakfast. But lately, things weren't the same as they use to be in the Son household. Goku had noticed the change in his wife Chichi. At first, it didn't seem like a big deal. After the Cell games things seemed to be out of place.

As he stood in front of the window in their bedroom, he gazed out into the distance hoping that it was a figment of his imagenation. His mind took him back to the day he and Gohan had returned from the battlefield that fateful day. They walked in and greeted her cheerfully as they took a seat at the kitchen table. Chichi was over joyed to see them home safely as she quickly cooked a huge special dinner for them. However, Goku noticed something seemed off, about his wife. Gohan was completely oblivious to this, but that didn't stop Goku from voicing it out.

"Hey, Chichi?"

"Yes, Goku?" Chichi responded as she continued to cut the vegetables for the stew.

"Are you okay? I thought you'd yell at me for having Gohan fight Cell." Goku implied.

For some odd reason, he didn't get an answer from her. She just continued cooking supper as the room was once again plunged in silence. The truth was, Goku and Chichi's relationship was starting to turn sour. After he came home from Yardrat, they argued almost all the time day and night. Gohan would usualy go see Piccolo to get away from the screaming and fighting. The fighting didn't get so bad until Goku begain to stand up for himself. He yelled back and that was when it all happened. They would scream nasty comments at each other and cuss each other out on a daily basis. The only time they weren't fighting was when Goku and Gohan were training for the androids or when they were eating.

Goku sighed as he ran his hand though his naturally unkept hair. He closed the window and walked to the shower. He grabbed a towel and a fresh, clean set of orange gi. Setting them on the closed toilet seat he opened the shower curtain and climbed in turning the water on to the desired temprature. As Goku was washing up his mind went back to it's previeous thoughts. Chichi's behavior and them arguing all the time was begining to put a huge strain on their family as well as their lives. He silently thought to himself as he washed his body, trying to find what the problem was to his marrage and his family, he knew deep down that this was effecting Gohan too.

He remembered the conversation he had with him a week after the Cell games. Gohan noticed the strain that was on their marrage. How they would fight over everything and anything. Goku not having a job, not letting their son study, and a wide range of other things. Gohan seemed upset about it and revvealed to him that he had been talking to Piccolo to ease the stress from his mind. Goku begain to worry as he thought to himself.

"Great, now Piccolo knows now."

Goku didn't blame Gohan for telling Piccolo, however he just didn't want it to get out. It was no secret that he and Chichi would occationally argue, but not to this extreme. He sighed once more, ending his dreary thoughts as he finished up his shower and dressed to come down stairs. When he walked into the kitchen he was greeted with the sight of Gohan cooking. This unfortunatly was another thing he was use to, seeing Gohan cook the meals. Chichi started leaving on and off and not coming back until she felt like it. She wasn't gone for days grant it, but she was still gone to God knows where. Goku sighed for what seemed like the third time that morning and took a seat at the table pulling out a black leather bound journal and a pen.

Some how, Goku felt it was unneccessary to complain about his thoughts on what was going on with his wife so he decided to pick up journaling to vent. He wrote in it every morning while Gohan cooked breakfast. He opened the book and begain writing.

Tuesday November 3,

Dear Journal,

I awoke this morning to see that my wife of eleven years gone from our home. This sort of thing I got use to. In a way I was sort of relieved, I wasn't in the mood to fight this morning. Gohan is cooking breakfast yet again for us, not that I mind. His cooking is just as good as his mother's. I don't know where he learned it, maybe he picked it up as a hobby because of all the chaos in this house like I picked up writing in this. Chichi's behavior when we aren't fighting really bugs me for some reason. Like when she comes back from being gone from who knows where, she's always cheery and happy. But when I ask her where she's been or why she's so happy all of a sudden, she starts screaming at me that it's none of my damn business or she's a grown woman and she don't need to answer to me.

Then we get into it and the fights we have last for hours. She leaves after them for hours and doesn't come back until night fall and then she sleeps on the couch to avoid me. Then I begain to notice other things about her. Her sent had changed, her style of clothes became more provocitive, and she wares more make up than she usually does. Not to mention the new hair styles and money she seems to be getting. I thought about it this morning in the shower and something hit me. I think she could be cheating on me. In a way I kick myself for not noticing the obvious signs. But, when I think about it some more I ask more and more questions that I need answered. Questions like when, who, why, and how. And if she is what's the reason. I can't bring myself to leave, because of Gohan. But maybe if I tell Gohan what's wrong, maybe we can work something out or I can bring myself to leave and still keep a good relationship with him.

Goku put down his pen just in time for Gohan to serve breakfast as he took as seat from across his father. He watched his father push his pen and journal to the side and begain to eat. Gohan noticed that his father hasn't been his cheery self and hasn't ate much sense all this drama in the Son household begain. They finished their breakfast in silence as gohan later collected the dishes and begain washing them. He paused for a moment and sighed.

"Ya know dad, you do that a lot now." Gohan broke the silence.

"Do what?"

"Writing in that journal and looking depressed." Gohan stated in a matter- a - fact tone of voice.

"Yeah, I know. I just don't know what to do anymore."

"You're telling me, I had to pick up all the cooking and cleaning around here. I feel like a red headed step child from that movie Mommy Dearest." Gohan sighed.

"What's Mommy Dearest?" Goku asked confused.

"It's a movie about an evil woman that abuses her son and daughter. I seen it once, and I'm never watching it again. If you ask me why, check it out for yourself. You'll be shocked." Gohan explained.

"Jeeze, what a movie. And I thought we had it rough." Goku chuckled trying to lighten the mood.

"What I don't understand is mom bitches at me for not studying yet she leaves me with this house to clean and all the cooking so she could go who knows where all day doing who knows what." Gohan ranted feeling the anger rise.

"I know Gohan, and don't say that word." Goku corrected

"Sorry dad, but you know it's true." Gohan apologized.

"Anyway, we aren't going to start the day like that. How about I help you with the dishes?" Goku suggested trying to change the subject.

"That sounds like a good idea. there is a lot here." Gohan laughed

Goku got up from his chair and walked over to the sink and begain to rinse, dry, and put the dishes away. They talked about more happier subjects as they continued with the dishes until they were done. When they finished they we planning to go out for a spar when the door flew open and Chichi was on the other side of it. She was waring a low cut, pink blouse and a short denim skirt. She had golden jimmy choos staletos on and a ton of make up. Goku felt anxoius, he knew an argument was going to happen. But, he decided to get it over with anyway.

"Hey, where have you been?" Goku asked in his cheery tone.

"None of your damn business." Chichi snapped as she walked past them and headed for the kitchen.

"Mom, I cooked breakfast. Dad and I did the dishes." Gohan informed.

Chichi looked up at Goku and hmphed as she took out a can of soda for herself.

"It's about time you did something, all you do is eat, sleep, and train." She retorted.

"Let's not fight Chichi. We did enough of that this week." Goku moaned.

"Just stating a fact." Chichi replied as she opened the soda.

Goku sighed as he and Gohan went out for a spar. Amazingly Chichi didn't get on Gohan about his school work, which shocked the hell out of them both. The spar went as it always did, Piccolo came along to train as well. They trained all day until the sun begain to set. They bid Piccolo fare well as they flew back to their home. By then, the sky was alreay dark and full of stars. When they walked up to the house, The lights were all off, this sparked a bit of suspision.

"Hey dad, mom was home. Why are all the lights out?" Gohan asked.

"She probably went to bed Gohan. We'll just eat and do the same." Goku replied as they entered the house.

Once the lights came on they were met with a shocking sight. Chichi was on the couch naked. Not only that, but there was another man stark naked on top of her as they were ingadged in what was known as the forbiden act of affair. They both jerked their heads to Gohan and Goku's attention and looked shocked and wide eyed at the pair. The anger rose in Goku as he struggled to keep everything he had under control. Gohan sensed his father's power rising as he awaited for the fight to happen. Goku then turned his gaze to his son with an angry scowl.

"Gohan, Go find Piccolo and don't leave until I come get you." Goku growled as he struggled to stay in control.

Gohan said nothing as he ran from the house and took to the sky. Once Gohan left, Goku turned his attention to his wife.

"Goku, I" Chichi begain but didn't finish.

"YOU BITCH! YOU WERE CHEATING ON ME THIS WHOLE TIME? I KNEW IT I JUST KNEW IT! HOW COULD YOU? DIDN'T OUR MARRAGE MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU HUH?"

"I didn't know she was married I," The man begain but Goku inturupted once more.

"YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP AND GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE!" Goku screamed as the man hopped to his feet, dressed, and ran out of the house at lightening speed.

"WHY CHICHI? WHY?" Goku screamed.

"DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY? YOU'RE NEVER AROUND WHEN I NEED YOU GOKU! YOU'RE ALWAYS GONE! I'M TIRED OF YOU'RE NEGLECT AND SELFISHNESS!" Chichi screamed back.

They continued to fight until Goku finally left the house and went to find Gohan. Goku couldn't believe he was right, he had so many emotions running through his mind that it hurt to even breathe. His mind and heart was in such turbalentce that he flew without a destination. He just couldn't believe it. But he knew that some how this would start a new problem.

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Here is my knew story. I got the idea from the movie

Diary of a mad black woman.