i do not see the thin, twig-like, skin-and-bones girl everyone else does...
or at least that's what they tell me, but i never believe them
'cause all i see is a humungeous THING that's so large no one can tell what it is through its hanging sacks of fat!
for all they know it's a huge pile of lard;
worthless and always getting in the way
it has thighs as thick as giant sequoia trunks,
a stomach as round as a helicopter blade,
and chins that seem to go on forever,
overflowing its fire hydrant neck with their gross bulgyness
all i ever wanted was to be normal and look like everybody else,
beautiful,
but no one ever got that
and that's how i ended up here...
in a psychiatric rehabilitation center or as i like to call it
the force-feeding, fattening, no one wants you to be happy place
'cause here no one wants me to be happy
all they want to do is make me fatter and even more hideous
they don't care about what i want;
they only care about themselves and money
i should have killed myself when i had the chance!
exhales loudly