Out of the blue, out of nowhere I created this piece. I think it was after reading a certain fanfic on this site I decided to do this but, I just need to get it out so, enjoy!

He needed her.

Wanted. Lusted. Pined. Any word that constituted for desire, he felt it for her. He didn't want a relationship with her just for sex. He wanted a relationship with her because, she could understand him. There were so many comparisons and contrasts between them; it was hard not to think of a future alliance.

Both of them shared the insane family trait. His family consisted of a crazy murderous father and a man that had grown to be his most hated 'family friend'. Hers consisted of a mentally unstable cousin, an over protective mother, and a power hungry, traditional grandmother of some sorts. But, there was someone in their family that they could always turn to for some sort of affection. Their siblings. He had his crazy sister to look forward to and she had her two sisters and brother in heaven. He could only imagine what kind of man her brother was like. What kind of man could make her break down the walls around her heart?

They both also had a burning hatred of the good hearted mobsters, Sonny Corinthos and Jason Morgan. He heard murmurs about her in Port-Charles, which proved that this idiotic town had nothing better to do. Sonny had tried to hide her and their love child from his wife. Claiming to be doing it for their own good, he handed her over to Jason. He agreed to be a part of the baby's life, raise it, own it, and cherish it in his harmful lifestyle. What he couldn't believe was that Jason had lied about his son Jake and tried to keep him out of his 'dangerous' lifestyle, when he was so willing to bring her baby into the madness. And when the relationship was done and over, she tried to move on. Brainwashing herself in to thinking that it was for the best, they didn't mean to hurt her.

But he saw it every time he laid eyes on her. He felt it every time she walked by him. He knew what she was thinking. She hated the fact that Corinthos and Morgan could walk around town like gods. They could do whatever the hell they wanted and blame innocent souls for their actions. They were walking all over the people in this town, and no one cared. She had tried many times to expose Jason as the dangerous mobster that no one could handle, but his new bitch Elizabeth, was in too deep to get out. She had his son, and was going down with him too. He could only imagine the abundance of information she had on Corinthos and Morgan. What were their strengths? Weaknesses? Loves and hates? He knew if he persuaded her, she would tell, and they would both be happy.

Then there were the Spencers. The pure hearted could-do-no-wrong Spencers they fell in love with.

It was a mistake.

Yes, he admitted, that Lulu helped him fill a void in his life that had been there for a long time. That part of his heart that needed a friend. But, she was confused as hell. So was her brother, 

Lucky. They both held a flame for their former loves, Liz and Logan yet, they had no problem tampering with his and her hearts in the process. So he pushed Lulu away for her own good and she did the same with Lucky, hoping he would do the right thing. It was only a matter of time before they found their true love, wasn't it?

Then there was the piece de résistance, the one thing that may bind them for all eternity. There was a loneliness embedded deep inside their minds that would never go away. Through the many partners they had in life, none of them shared the feeling of complete abandonment. He remembered the first time he felt like that, the time his father used him for his own personal gain. But, he had been using him for years until he was old enough to walk away and take over. She had her adopted father use her as well but, she got away earlier. It was undecided if it was for the better or worse.

So, here was Johnny Zacchara, in Kelly's, contemplating a relationship with a woman he had never met before. The same woman, Samantha McCall came walking, or more like limping into the famous restaurant, trying to become independent from the cane she was now using. He had no idea why but when she accidentally looked into his eyes and smiled, he smiled back.

He contemplated an imaginary relationship with this woman in his head. Already figuring out her strengths, weaknesses, loves, hates. He had to wonder though,

Was he turning insane like his father?

Remember, R/R with no flames! They burn. I might do a Sam version of this if you're all willing to read it.