OK, so I'm posting fanfics that either I have been working on or that I wrote and posted on my tumblr. I haven't forgotten about my other fics these are just to merely tied you guys over so I can write more chapters. I really hope you guys like this one! Please Review!

TRIGGER WARNING: violence and rape inferences

Spencer's sweater dropped onto the hardwood floor as Toby wrapped his arms around her.

They didn't have much time, his dad would be home in an hour. While his dad had given him the sex talk and told him to always act responsibly he hadn't admitted that he and Spencer were already doing it, and it was certainly not something they wanted to get caught doing.

Spencer's phone rang in her purse. "I have to get that" she said irritated. Toby recognized the ringtone. "No you don't" he said trying not to sound angry. He held her tightly in his arms trying to pull her down on the bed. "Toby please" she pleaded "He's the only one who knows about us". "Fine!" He said not hiding his anger now. Spencer bit her lip trying her best to look apologetic. "Hey what's up" she said.

It was Andrew, he was their alibi, well Spencer's alibi, he didn't need one. Toby had been ok with it until the rumors started. Most thought they were dating, some thought they were having sex. After a bad case of food poisoning one girl suggested she was pregnant and Ali threatened bodily harm to the next person to even hint at such an idea. "Spencer's a good girl" she declared in the cafeteria "Not a skank like you"

He knew Spencer wasn't cheating on him, they were doing it regularly. He once again fought the urge to demand that Spencer tell her friends. Things would change if people knew, her parents thought she was safe with a guy like Andrew. There wouldn't be the occasional sleepover (when they could get it past both their parents) people would judge and whisper, they thought the rumors were bad now, they'd only get more heinous. Spencer had told him once that being with him was the only time she felt relaxed and able to be 100% herself, if her friends knew "hanging out in his room" would no longer be an acceptable way to spend time together. He'd be expected to pal around with her friends and their boyfriends. Spencer quickly hung up the phone.

"Now" she said "where were we?"

Toby's jaw was clenched "what did he want?" he asked barely moving his mouth. "Toby..." Spencer said as if she was speaking to a child that was being unreasonable. She walked over to him, she started kissing his neck. Toby stood motionless, and Spencer grabbed his hand bringing it up under her skirt "you're not going to make beg are you?" She said dramatically "because I will you know"

"Since when do you talk dirty?" He said suspiciously

"What?" Spencer asked

"Is that what Andrew likes?"he asked angrily

"If I wanted him, I'd be half naked in his bedroom" Spencer said turning away from him, clearly hurt by his insinuation. He walked over then pulling his shirt off and tossing it on the way. He pulled Spencer to him wrapping his arms around her waist. "I'm sorry" he said. He pushed her hair out of the way, kissing her neck, then her back. "I love you" she whispered. "I know" he said. "I love you too"

"Never mind, please let's forget about this" he said

He turned her towards him kissing her and pinned her against his desk. She wrapped her arms around his neck making it easy for him to pick her up set her on the desk. "You still want to?" Toby asked. Spencer nodded breathlessly. She tried to pull him towards her but he resisted. "Oh I was promised begging" Spencer looked at him speechless. She quickly recovered "do you want me on my knees?" She said trying to sound seductive

"Oh baby we don't have time for that tonight" he chuckled. "Rain check"

He let his pants and boxers fall to the floor, he reached up her skirt yanking her panties down, letting them fall on top of his clothes.

He pulled her to him. She inhaled sharply gripping the desk for support. She bit her lip letting him go even though she was very uncomfortable "why weren't they in the bed?" Bed, bed, bed she wanted the bed she thought.

"Oh" she moaned loudly. It was almost over. He pulled her against him. "Oh yes, you dirty girl!" He said as Spencer let out another moan.

He picked her up off the desk and carried her to the bed. She relaxed when he laid her on the bed, she sighed contemplating a nap before going home.

"I'm not done with you yet" he said. He was being fast and rough. They didn't normally do fast and rough, only one time came to mind, but that had been different. Spencer had had a fight with her dad unbeknownst to Toby she came over stripped off her clothes pretty much at his bedroom door and straddled him saying "don't be gentle with me" Toby had understood what she wanted, it had been fast and rough and amazing. Afterwards Toby inquired "you want to tell me why we just screwed each other's brains out" she had wanted to be bad and dirty, it was an internal act of rebellion but she couldn't tell Toby that "I had an itch I needed scratched" she said with a giggle.

This was about Andrew. She mentally kicked herself for insisting she answer the phone. She knew the rumors had been getting to him. Andrew hadn't called for any particular reason as it had turned out. He had said he wanted to forget it but he hadn't.

They were still fighting, she let him go, wrapping her arms and legs around him. This wouldn't last long.

She knew how to end the fight, as soon as she screamed and moaned and said his name, both the sex and the fight would be over. He wanted a fight she was going to give him one. She refused to metaphorically say "uncle"

She let him kiss her twice before turning her mouth away, clenching it shut. She couldn't believe how good this felt. He kissed her neck, biting her lightly, it would probably leave a mark, she rolled her eyes "like a dog pees on a tree" she thought. She held her jaw shut until she couldn't hold it anymore, she exhaled and then turned her head back to Toby pressing his shoulder to her mouth in an attempt stifle her moans. He didn't deserve to know she was enjoying this.

"Oh baby" he breathed "I love you so much" He said as he exhaled. Hot tears welled in Spencer's eyes, she felt used, not loved.

"Did you enjoy that?" Spencer said through clenched teeth before pushing him off of her. She got out of bed, fighting the urge to bawl her eyes out right there in front of him. No she would go home and do that in private.

She couldn't go home, she couldn't let her parents see her like this. They wouldn't let her cry in peace until they knew why. Neither would Ali and if she went to any of the other girls, they'd call Ali.

"Spencer please stop crying..." Toby said looking concerned "tell me what's wrong, tell me what I did"

"Hold me" she wanted to scream "pretend like you love me"

He does love you Spencer told herself, if you sit here and cry long enough he'll come over, wrap you in his arms, you'll make up, and this will all be one extremely bad dr...

"What the hell is going on in here?!"

Toby's father yelled as he burst through the door.

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