A/N: Sorry, but this is not a chapter, just some information for all you readers before you dive into this story.

Story is rated T due to homosexuality and language. It would be K+ if not for those reasons.

Fair warning, this story broke my heart writing it, but it had to be written, I was going crazy with it running circles in my head.

Italics are memories. Just so I don't confuse anyone.

Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural, characters, titles, books, or songs used in this story. They belong to their respected authors and creators.

Proceed with caution. Everything will be explained, in time.