Gone Quielty

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Remember things will change throughout the story as time passes. Such as age.

Title: Gone Quietly

By: TheOthaCulen

Main Characters. Age at beginning of story. Occupation. Appearance:

Bella Swan. 15. Freshman in High School. Kristen Stewart, green eyes and blonde.

Main Pairings: None Yet.

Other Pairings:

Setting: Phoenix,Arizona. Present Day.

Rated: M just in case.

POV: Bella

Declaration: All things Twilight do not belong to me.

Summary: Bella Swan lives in Phoenix,Arizona. Until she is raped walking home from a party. She loses all her friends dyes her hair black and hardly talks. Her friends turned their back on her and her boyfriend dumped they don't know what happened cause she hasn't said anything because she thinks its her thats what he told her parents are divorced and her and her dad Charlie are moving to Forks help destroy her even meets becomes her friend and trys to find out why shes so... thinks shes beautiful and mysterious and hes used to getting his trys to persue is Alices crush and has also had a rough also befriends get to know each other and maybe they go out. Rosalie Jaspers' sister and Alice take revenge. What happens? Stay Tuned. All Human.

Chapter 1

We were finally moving today.

My mom was upset. She loved it here in Phoenix. Most of all she loved the house. The house was her project since they've had it. It was her pride and joy. She decorated and moved furniture changed the furniture till she finally had it "Perfectly Awesome' at the time I agreed completley but now I hated it. It was way to happy. Thats why she's staying. While we go.

My dad doesn't mind moving much anyway.

He's happy if I'm happy. And I'm happy we're leaving. So hes happy too. Sometimes I feel bad about their divorce and other times I just feel ...happy. I guess is an appropriate word. It describes the feeling perfectly. Sometimes I think hes the only one that loves me these days. Acually I'm pretty sure he is. I wonder if she still loves me? No probably not.

I don't say much. Not anymore. I remember my friends, my Cheer Squad(yeah, I was captain)and my boyfriend. We did't make out or anything but we kissed like at the ends of the most perfect dates. He said he didn't want to rush things.

But soon after that night. I lost everything.

My boyfriend because I refused to let him touch me. Even little things like he would try to hold my hand and I would jerk it away. Or hug me hello. Or kiss me goodbye. And it led to the same thing. Me jerking away.

Soon after that my friends. Cause I wouldn't talk to them. Apperantly I was a horrible friend for not wanted to do anything or say anything. I was afraid if I said anything they'd think it my fault. Because it was my fault. I did something wrong I might not know what I did. But he did. He knew. He did it for a reason. I knew why. I just didn't know why.

I got kicked off the Cheer Squad. Ofcource you couldn't be on a Cheer Squad with no friends. Let alone the captain. But I didn't care.

Nope, not one bit. I haven't told anyone. Not a living soul. I've wrote about it. Yeah plenty of times. I can't get it out of my head. But ofcourse after I wrote about it. I burned it in the BBQ on the back patio. Where we used to have family night. Every Thursday night. Yep, not Friday through Sunday I couldn't because I had a life. Had being the keyword. Now the back patio, known for familys night. Is the graveyard for my unwanted memories.

I remember that night perfectly.

Flashback

I walking home from Andrea's party. It was pretty awesome. We talked, we danced, we had fun just like always. When it was time to go I was offered a ride home but I politley refused. It was beautliful out. Ofcourse it was dark but still nice and hot. Just how I liked it I was glad for what I was wearing. A dark purple tank with my new Old Navy white shorts. I got 'em just for tonight.

It was getting late and already darker and a little bit chillier. I wrapped my arms around myself and cut through the alley. And at the other opening was my neighborhood.

So I took it. No harm no foul, right.

The alley was long and a bit narrow. It had fences on either side. Just one was showing and the other was covered with bushes you could probly hide behind. During the day little kids play there all the time. And always gets in trouble by their parents cause there could be broken glass from the teens that drink out here sometimes.

The other side was just a fence with trees behind it. About three minutes through the trees is the park. The alley was pretty clean, considering it was an alley. There were a few boxes of trash. But that was it.

I wasn't scared until I thought I heard footsteps behind me. I immediantly stopped but so did they. I figured I just spooked myself.

And started to think about Becca's slumber party I was going to help her with tomorrow.

Until I heard them again just a little faster. I turned around this time and there was a man following me. So I started to run but so did he.

I was regretting wearing wedges instead of tennis shoes. I was almost out of the alley when he grabbed me by the waist so I started to scream.

Then he covered my mouth and I tryed to pry it off but he wouldn't budge. So I started to kick my legs like a maniac. I could tell he was having trouble holding me still while trying to push us through the bushes so I didn't give up. Even though I was starting to get extremely tired. I would not stop.

Once he got us in the bushes completely. He threw me to the ground and knocked the breath out of me. I started to cry and he must of scratched me because my tears burned my cheeks. I looked up at him. And he was no older that 19. Maybe even younger. He had pale skin and ice blue eyes, and dirty blonde hair cropped short so it was spikey. I was going to scream again but my throat hurt bad. And I still could hardly breathe. So all it came out was a whisper. "Why me? What did I do?"

He bent down and straddled me with his knees and whispered harshly in my ear. "You don't know why? You know why." What?! What did I do? What? Did I stay something? No. I was never mean to anyone. Except Victoria but she always started it. Always. Oh my God! What if he was her family?! What if she asked him to do this?! No. That was just insane. Shes not that crazy. I hope not anyway.

I couldn't feel anything anymore. Not physically or mentally. I knew I was going to die. Because I did something. He wouldn't have done this for no reason. I felt him tear at my pants. He pulled them off so hard he cut my thighs with his fingernails. But I didn't feel it. He started to undo his pants and I broke out of my empty state and started to scream again. I felt so gross half naked with a man on top of me half naked also. I sreamed louder and he punched me in the face. I started to black out but I welcomed it I couldn't do anything anyways. The blackness was my security blanket. Nothing can get in. Nothing can get out. You don't feel anything so it doesn't matter. The last I remember thinking was "What did I do."

End of Flashback

Its been a few months since that night. It took only a few months for my friends I knew all my life too abandon me. Pff..what great friends. Dad packed the last of the boxes in the

U-Haul and we were off to Forks,Washington. The rainiest city in the Continental U.S. I can't wait to wallow in my ownself pity. Behind the walls of my new room. The rain will give me an easy excuse for staying inside. Thank God. My mom always used to bugged me about not going outside.

Always complaining,

"You read to much!"

"Youv'e lost your tan!"

"Why don't you cheer or hang out with your friends anymore!?" Uhm you have to have friends in order to 'hang out with them'.

Geez she never got off my back those days. Ecspecially sinced I dyed my hair black. Which was a month ago.

She hated it with a passion. At least she shows some passion towards me. She says she misses her little 'blonde' girl. Jesus, I can't believe I loved this woman, now I hate her with a passion. My dad always defends me. When she yells at me about me 'reading to much'. He says, "Hon, she likes to read. Thats good! Shes a smart girl."

Or when she screams about my 'precious' hair. He says, "She changed her hair color. So what? It looks good baby."

I love my daddy so much. Even if I can't feel anything else I feel love just for him. And hate just for her. He told me not to fell bad about them splitting up. Because he can't stand her either, and she was cheating on him with a younger baseball player called Phil Dywer. I can not believe her.

But dad said don't worry about it so I won't. Ofcourse when they decide to split it up she said it was my fault.

Pfff...

My fault she's physco.

My fault she cheated.

My fault she can't be a good mother. No I don't think so. It is not my fault.

I guess I fell asleep because dad woke me up saying he got us a hotel room. So we could sleep. He got our bags and walked up the stairs. I followed.

"You hungry kiddo."

"Yah, starved."

"I'll order pizza. Hows that sound?"

"Great acually. Thanks."

"No prob, you can take a shower kay? If you want."

"Sounds great. Thanks daddy. I love you."

"Love you too kiddo. Come here and give your old man some suga heh?"

"Haha okay okay." Muah.

I got my night clothes out of my duffle bag which was a big T-shirt and some boxer shorts. I grabbed my bathroom bag a went to the bathroom. I set my stuff on the counter and turned on the hot water. Once it was good and hot I stripped and got in. The hot water felt amazing on my back. Sleeping in the truck was not a good idea. I washed my hair with my strawberry shampoo. Rinced it out and washed my body. I heard a knock at the door and my dad talking. So I guess the pizza was here. Good I really am starving I'm surprised I haven't ate my arm yet. I turned of the hot water and got out. I wrapped a towel around myself while I brushed my hair and put it in a ponytail. Then I dryed off and got dressed. I gathered my stuff and opened the door.

"Just in time kiddo."

"Yeah I know."

I put my stuff up in my duffle bag. And pratically shoved dad across the room to get to the pizza first.

"Gosh Bells. I know your'e hungry, but geez that hurt." He said while rubbing the spot I hit on his chest.

"Sorry dad. You where in the way."

"Yeah, well I'll remember that next time. So better watch out."

We continued eating while I sat on my bed and he set on his. I was staring at the wall dead friggin tired. And he was staring at the t.v screen rooting for some team. I pulled out the covers to my bed and grabbed my iPod off the bedstand. I put in the earphones pressed play and fell alseep to Eyes On Fire by Blue Foundation.

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A/N

I hope you all like it. Its my first one!!

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