Serenade
I'm walking through McKinley's corridors looking for Blaine, I must talk to him, tell him how I feel, I know he still feels the same way about me, he's showed me how sorry he is and how much he wants us to get back together, and truth is, I want that too.
"Hey Kurt" I hear him calling for me so I turn around, and there he is, gorgeous as always. "Can you come with me; I wanted to talk to you".
"Oh, I actually wanted to talk to you too, will you follow me to the auditorium?" I ask him suddenly nervous.
"Sure, let's go". He says.
We walk together all the way to the auditorium, I start preparing myself to start singing the song I'll sing, if everything turns out as expected, he'll join me after the chorus.
"Kurt, I-I know…" Blaine starts saying but I stop him. "No, let me, just stay quiet and listen"
The band comes in just in time to start playing the song so that I start singing, I look at Blaine, it seems like he's already recognized the song, his eyes full of hope.
Right from the start
you were a thief, you stole my heart,
And I your willing victim.
I let you see the parts of me
that weren't all that pretty
and with every touch
you fixed them.
I know, it's a pink song, but still, it sums up my feelings perfectly, it's just right for the situations we've been through.
Now you've been talking in your sleep oh oh
Things you never say to me oh oh
tell me that you've had enough
of our love
our love
I was so concentrated in the song that I hadn't realized how emotional Blaine looked, I know him well enough to know that he's in the verge of tears, I'll take it as a good sign.
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
and we can learn to love again
It seems like Blaine couldn't control his emotions anymore, since he's already started crying, I don't blame him, I'm pretty emotional too, but I must make it throughout the whole song.
It's in the stars
it's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again.
Please, start singing now, I beg…
Just in time, Blaine.
I'm sorry I don't understand
Where all of this is coming from
I thought that we were fine (oh we had everything)
your head is running wild again
my dear we still have everything
And It's all in your mind (Yeah, but this is happening)
Well, I guess it worked out; we just have to finish the song and talk about everything, start things over, forget about the past and focus on the present.
You've been having real bad dreams oh oh
You used to lie so close to me oh oh
There's nothing more than empty sheets
Between our love, our love
Oh, our love, our love...
No, Kurt don't cry, you can do it, finish the song.
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
I never stopped
You're still written in the scars on my heart
You're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again.
The band finishes the song right there; just how I told them and I allow a tear to fall. I look up and Blaine's right there, inches away from me, he's leaning in to kiss me, but I know we must wait until we talk so I turn away.
"Wait, we have to talk" I tell Blaine.
"Yeah, right I'm sorry". He starts saying "Look, Kurt, you know just how much…"
I interrupt him again; I'm the one who must talk now, since I'm the one who came up with the idea of this song.
"Blaine, let me talk first please. I know you're sorry, I know you screwed up, but I did also, I started to drift apart, and I'm sorry, I was just so… Happy with my job, and also afraid to lose it so I thought I had to dedicate more time to it, but now I see how mistaken I was, I've come to the conclusion that your mistake was the consequence of mine, I-I shouldn't blame you, it was my f-fault too". I made it through the song, but this is just too much for me, even if we're in the process to get back together, memories still hurt; at least I'm not the only one, Blaine's crying too.
"No, Kurt it's not your fault at all, I'm the one who screwed everything up, you shouldn't be sorry, I was the one who ch-cheated, I d-don´t deserve you, but you're so good that you gave me your forgiveness; the only thing that I can say is that I regret the way I acted and that I love you very much, I never stopped and never will, because I know you're the only one for me". Blaine says still crying, you can see in his eyes a mix of emotions, regret, love, hope, sincerity, etc.
"Don't blame yourself, it was my fault too. I just… I want you back, I still love you, I know I'll never be able to love anyone else, just you".
"Oh Kurt, I also want you back, I want us to be together forever, I promise I won't screw up again, because I don't want to risk losing you again, it's so painful to be without you".
"I know honey, it was very painful for me too, I remembered you every day and it just felt like a kick in the gut, and it's a feeling I never want to feel again, so I promise that this time, I'll give you as much time as I possibly can to you, because you're worth it".
This time, we did kiss it was wet, but so full of love, it felt just right, Blaine actually was the one, I'll never leave him again, it doesn't matter how many problems we have to face, we'll get through them and live happily ever after.