Hey Guys! This is my first Fanfic in a looongggg time. I was playing Tales of Xillia and got inspired with Alvin and Jude! So i hope you like!
Note: This story starts after Alvin's and Jude's fight and Jude wins. If you don't want spoilers, or don't like Yaoi (BoyxBoy) then don't read!
when I defeated Alvin and Jude was ontop of him like that, I was like.. omgg my yaoi mind is going places! I just couldn't resist writing about it! I'm sure others have written on this scene, so hopefully no one reads this and thinks I am copying someone, because I promise you i'm not!
Enjoy~
The wind softly blew Jude's hair out of his face as he crouched over Alvin, punching him. Every fist made contact with Alvin's now scratched chin. Slowly the punching grew less painful, and more like a soft slap. Tears stung Jude's brown eyes as he finally dropped his fists to his sides and hung his head. Leia's unconscious body still laying motionless a few feet away. Alvin stared up at Jude, unsure of what to say.
"Well... Go ahead. Just kill me already." Alvin finally said. Jude swumg his head up slightly and glared down at Alvin.
"How can you say that? Milla saved your rotten life! Don't be so eager to just throw it all away!" Jude gritted his teeth, all the anger he hadn't felt since Milla's death finally boiled over. "Don't you get it?! Milla died because she wanted us to live! She didn't die so we would. . . so we'd end up like this. . ." Tears silently filled Jude's eyes once again; some escaping and falling quietly onto Alvin's scarf. Alvin winced.
"Well what the hell should we do? I'm not Milla- I'm not like her!" Alvin yelled angrily. Jude reached down, grabbing a hold of Alvin's coat and yanking him up to sit up face to face with Jude. "She isn't here to hold our hands anymore! We have to think for ourselves now!" Tears streamed down Jude's face as he held onto Alvin's coat with tight fists.
"Think for ourselves how?!" Alvin yelled, his eyes becoming misty as he tried to hold back all the confused emotions inside of himself. Jude shook his head desperately. "No one is going to make our decisions for us anymore. We need to do what we think is right!" Jude's grip on Alvin lessened, and his head hung in exhaustion, the tears flowing evenly.
Alvin grimaced. "You really did love her huh kid?" Jude shook his head, answering almost faintly, "That isn't it." Alvin raised an eyebrow, moving his arms back to hold his body up. "What do you mean kid?"
"Stop calling me kid!" Jude yelled, surprising Alvin. Jude winced at himself and looked away, his raven hair covering his eyes. "I- I did love her. . . At least, I thought I did. When I first met her, I thought it was love at first sight." Alvin chuckled at that, before noticing that Jude was shaking ontop of him.
"Jude?.." Alvin started, suddenly concerned. "Laugh all you want." Jude said, cutting him off. "I don't care, that's what I thought at the time . . . But I was wrong. I didn't realize what love was until. . . until I. . . " Jude's voice broke as he whispered inaudibly the rest of his words. Alvin scratched his head, clearly uncomfortable. "I couldn't hear you kid. You need to spea-" Alvin was cut off when Jude faced him and the quiet voice turned into a much louder clearer voice.
"UNTIL I MET YOU DAMMIT!" Jude yelled, the wind suddenly picking up and sending his and Alvin's hair around their faces. Alvin sat in utter shock. "You... What?"
Jude looked at Alvin in an almost desperate manner as he continued. "When you saved me in Fenmont. Grabbing me and taking me onto the ship, saving me from all those soldiers. That was when I realized the love I thought I felt for Milla wasn't love at all. I respect her yes, As we went farther on in her missions, I realized that I never loved her, that I simply respected her for her power, for her strong will and her determine to save both humans and spirits alike.
"When I met you. . . and we started to travel together, I began to like you more." Jude's body began to shake even more, his voice shaking as he struggled to control himself. "You always ran off though, always told lies. It always felt like none of us could trust you, but for some reason, I could. I knew that even though you lied, and worked for Exodus, you were still a good guy. Still ARE a good guy. I knew that you have so many things going on in your life. So many things that when Exodus killed your mom, when they took everything from you, I knew that you were just confused. You didn't know your place anymore in this world, in Rieze Maxia. But you DO have a place in this world Alvin. And that place . . . Is right here. In our group, by our sides. By. . . By my side . . . " Jude choked and let go of Alvin completely, covering his face with his hands as he uncontrollably sobbed.
All the emotions, all the pain and suffering he felt after Milla- proved to be too much. "She. . . She didn't have to die for us. . but . . but she choose to do so. . . I respect her . . . but then you . . . you had to go and shoot Leia!" Jude sobbed even harder. "Why? Why. . . did it have to. . . to be you that I fell in love with? . . .Why. . ."
Alvin's eyes softened at Jude's every word. He reached up with one hand and place it on Jude's soft raven hair. Jude jolted at the touch and moved his hands away to look at Alvin. "Al. . .?" He started. Alvin gave him a small smile before sliding his hand down to cradle Jude's cheek. Jude blushed and stared at Alvin. Alvin frowned and used his other hand to brush away Jude's tears.
"I. . . I'm sorry ki- Jude. I never meant to put you through all of this. I never. . . wanted Milla to die either. I can admit that . . .the times I've betrayed you all were under the order of Exodus, and well. . . I am so sorry Jude." Alvin gave him a small smile. "Will you ever be able to forgive me?"
More tears filled Jude's eyes as he moved forward, wrapping his arms around Alvin tightly and gasping. "Of course! I. . . Will always forgive you." Alvin wrapped his arms around Jude's waist and held on as if his life depended on it. After a moment, Jude leaned back and gave Alvin a teary- eyed smile. Alvin smiled back before leaning forward slightly.
Jude's eyes widened at the movement. Alvin leaned closer so their lips were inches apart. "May I?" Alvin whispered. A slight nod from Jude was all Alvin needed to propel himself forward. Capturing Jude's lips, Alvin pressed Jude's body against him, savoring the feeling. Jude squeaked at the contact, but place his hands on Alvin's chest and kissed back, his cheeks flushed. Alvin moved to deepen the kiss, his tongue flicking out to meet Jude's lips. Jude immediately became uncertain, but when a shiver went up Jude's spine as Alvin ran his hand's down Jude's back, his uncertainty vanished. His mouth opened and Alvin thrust his wet tongue into the warm cavern.
Jude let out a slight moan, pressing closer to Alvin to feel the warmth he was letting off. Alvin ran one hand through Jude's hair as he kissed Jude passionately. Jude's vision began to become blurry as he realized he had yet to take a breath throughout this heated moment. Inhaling through his nose, Jude was suddenly overcome from the intoxicating scent of Alvin's musky cologne and the slight smell of gun powder. Jude pulled away and gasped, loudly.
Alvin chuckled. "You O.K. kid?" He asked. Jude swung a playful punch at him. "Don't call me a kid anymore. And I'm fine, just need to catch my breath is all.
Alvin leaned forward and licked Jude's ear, causing him to shudder. "You do know to breath during kissing right?" Jude leaned away, one hand covering his wet ear as he blushed. "H-How should I? That was my first kiss!" Alvin blinked. "That was?"
Jude blushed even more. "Y-Yeah. ." Alvin smiled and moved forward to embrace Jude in a hug. "Well I am glad to be your first. Perhaps I could even be your first in . . . other matters." Jude turned bright red, shoving Alvin off of him as he jumped up. "A-Alvin!"
Alvin let out a hearty laugh as he stood up, straightening his scarf. "Ease up Jude, I will wait as long as I need to until you're ready." Alvin laughed again as he earned himself a glare from the young doctor. Alvin walked up to Jude and ruffled his hair. "Take care of her, kid." Alvin said, jerking his head towards Leia.
Jude turned and looked at her. When he turned back, Alvin was walking away. "Wait! Alvin!" Jude called out. Alvin waved behind himself. "Don't worry about me. Figure out what we are doing next and you'll see me again in no time. Until then. . . Jude." With those last words, Alvin disappeared.
Jude sighed, his lips still tingling from the heated kiss. He turned and quickly carried Leia back to the small hut in Hamil.
The moment Leia woke up, She had asked what happened when Alvin shot her. Jude quickly told her the fight they had, and how they had resolved to continue on a mission of some sort, though he purposely left out the heated session the both had during that time. After agreeing to leave, Jude quickly ran out the door, with Leia on his tail.
"JUDEEE SSUPPPEERR PALLL!" Jude turned around at the voice, and was immediately welcomed to darkness. "Teepo! I'm glad to see you too. Now please get off me!" Jude's muffled voice was heard as he tugged on the black and purple toy. Once he got Teepo off, he turned to see Elize hugging Leia and Rowen standing right next to her. "Rowen? What are you and Elize doing here?"
"Forgive the intrusion, but we were worried about you and simply had to come and make sure you are alright." Rowen said, bowing slightly. Teepo moved towards Leia and greeted her too. Elize turned and looked up at Jude. "Where is Alvin?"
"Well you see. . ." Jude scratched his head, and quickly summarized the fight between the two.
Rowen rubbed his chin. "What a shame, but perhaps we will cross paths yet again."
"Aww! Do we have to see that big fat liar again?" Teepo asked as he moved between Elize's arms to snuggle in her hold.
"I wouldn't mind." Jude said, slightly blushing and earning a questioning look from Leia. "O.K. well either way, we need to go and find Gaius. I'm sure he isn't going to stand idly by now that the Lance of Kresnik is destroyed." She said.
Rowen nodded. "You have a point. I'm sure we have another mission to fulfill, and it will likely not be easy."
Jude gave a small smile. "What are we waiting for? We can't let Milla's hard work go to waste." Everyone nodded in agreement before making their way to Fenmont, with one of the member's having a certain brunette one their mind the whole way.
Hey guys! so what did you think? I actually got a cramp in my fingers, and for this short of a story? Man I am losing my touch. Anyway, let me know what you think. I thought of leaving it at that, but I wouldn't mind adding another chapter where Alvin could be Jude's "first" in another thing... hehehe. Well anyway, leave a comment on whether i should write another chapter or leave it at this? If I do write another chapter, I'm SOOOO changing the rating to M... just sayin!