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Chapter 1:
Marissa pov.
Why can't I just out and say what I think I want him to know? Hank says that he needs to know. The big question is if I tell him; will he still love me? Will he be angry with me because he wants his disease to end with him and go no longer. I want to tell him, I have tried many times ever since I found out. Every time I begin I stop and say something else, I get scared. Boris will always be the one that I'll love. I just wish I could be certain that he could hold the same passion about being a parent that will always give him or her love, like I know I would. He has always been the one since the first time that I saw him I knew he was the one I wanted to raise a family with. Now that my dream has come true will he still accept me after this, has happened to us. I love Boris and I want him to be able to love me and our baby. I pray to god every night, morning and occasionally throughout the day that I'm carrying our baby girl. If I am I know there will be no worry that disease my love has been cursed with will not be passed on to her. The baby could be a boy though. If I was sick when I got pregnant the chance of having a baby boy is raised to eighty out of one hundred. There may only be a thirty percent chance that I will have a baby girl. Soon Hank will be able to tell me the time I got sick, hopefully it was after I had conceived that I will still have fifty fifty chance of having a baby girl. I can only hope that Boris will still be able to love me no matter what may happen.
"Marissa?" I heard Boris call me. I looked up to him from my place at his side in the passenger seat of his Mercedes.
"Hmmmm?" I replied simply, not feeling the best because for motion sickness; even more so pronounced because of my pregnancy mixed with the ever ending morning sickness.
"Are you alright? You seem dazed at the moment" he sounded honestly concerned as he drove.
"I'm fine just a little motion sick" I replied, he yet again turned to look at me confused.
"Would you like me to stop for a while? We can be late if needed" He asked concerned.
"No I'm fine just going; sooner we get there the better." I told him trying to sound convincing.
W are currently on our way to a fundraiser at Hamptons heritage. They're holding a golf tournament; though Boris may be a private man, he like any other rich man enjoys to golf. I had decided that I would go with him. I have met some women while shopping and I'm sure that some of them will be there. I know that I can use some time out of the house and with other people besides Boris and the same people I see every day because they work on the estate.
"Marissa?" Once again I was brought out of my wondering thoughts I heard Boris calling my name. well I defiantly have to answer him.
"Sorry I was lost in my thoughts" I answered wondering what he wanted; until that is I realized that we were at a golf course for the fundraiser.
"That's all right; ready to go socialize and write a big check for the hospital?" he asked. All I did was nod my head yes as an answer because I really didn't want to do anything else. Boris opened my door for me and then helped me out. We walked around to get our things from the trunk and saw Hank and Even pull up. When Hank got out and saw us he looked surprised to see us here but in all greeted us happily.
"Hi, I really wasn't expecting to see either of you here!" he said
The next thing I knew I blacked out. The last thing I remember is someone grabbing me; Boris did because I can tell from the smell and he Hank and Evan were yelling my name.
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