Title: Cherish
Chapter Title: Love
Fred/George
Rated T: for incest
We have always been inseparable, Fred and I; never willing to leave our other half behind, no matter what. Nothing is better than being with each other, absolutely nothing.
Others can't tell the difference between us, believing we're exactly alike- but they're wrong. We are different people, we have our own unique personalities. Fred likes some things that I don't, and I take things more seriously than he does. He gets upset when our mother calls him by my name and I get upset when he does.
Nevertheless, I have always loved him, and I know I always will. He has always been there.
But now I'm at a crossroad- where do I go from here? I'm so confused and for the first time ever, I'm alone. I can't tell Fred about it, and I don't know if I can talk to Charlie. He might hate me.
Things that were so simple before are now so complicated. I know I shouldn't feel this way, especially about Fred- but I can't stop. I don't think I ever will.
Seeing him in our bedroom changing, in the shower, even just reading a book makes me feel so odd, like I'm a stranger in my own body.
I love him- but I know he can never love me back the same way.
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Everything is quiet in the first year Gryffindor dorms, and I glance over at what used to be my twins bed, but now just holds all our stuff, and sigh.
On the first night in our new home for the next seven years, Fred climbed out of his four poster bed and into mine, whispering into my ear that he was scared and didn't want to be left alone. I pulled him closer to me but turned my back, forcing him to be the spoon-er as I was afraid he would find out how my body reacted to him.
It seems that every night that passes, he seems to be touching me more, holding me more closely. Perhaps it's only my imagination but I feel as though he knows how I want him and he's deliberately pushing me to my limits.
I woke one morning facing Fred with an erection, one I could not get rid of no matter how I thought of nasty things, when my twin moved closer and rubbed himself against me, pulling a whimper from deep within my throat. After only about a minute of this I spurted hard into my boxers, shuddering and keening low in my throat as I felt an answering wetness and moaning coming from Fred.
The next time this happens, I force myself to pull away and roll to the edge of the bed in hopes that I can control myself. Unfortunately this only causes Fred to roll up behind me and push his cock up against my bottom, while securing me to him with a well placed arm around my hips. I tried in vain to keep myself from pushing back against him, but I couldn't help myself. I had found the wonders of sexual need two months before and almost any stimulation had me panting for more. Within a minute I ejaculate, without even being touched there. Fred follows closely after, before snuggling up behind me and falling even deeper into sleep.
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It's been four months since we started Hogwarts and six months since I realized I wanted my brother in a sexual way. Since then, finding my beloved twin masturbating in the shower and in the very bed we share is definitely not helping matters. I've walked in on him six times, and each time it's as though he doesn't care I'm in the same room watching him. One time he even winked at me and turned to give me a better view!
I think he's a bloody exhibitionist. I really do!
I was lounging around the Gryffindor common room late at night, dreading to go back upstairs when things are so tense. Fred has been noticing the tension lately and keeps watching me with a different look in his eyes, one that I can't describe.
Anyway, I was downstairs when I hear the pitter patter of feet coming down the boys staircase but I ignore it. It's probably just another student coming down for a forgotten book. I stare blindly into the fire and think about how my life has been turned upside down so quickly; suddenly I'm being picked up by under my arms, and I can't help but let out a squeak of surprise before being set down in my new spot on Charlie's lap.
Charlie's my second favorite brother after Fred- he's the type who really is a kind person and will try to help anyone, even if they don't want it.
We sit there in silence for a few long moments before Charlie sighs and cuddles me to his chest, breathing in my hair. Despite myself, I find myself relaxing into him and curling around him in return.
"What's wrong love?"
I love my brother, I really do and I would trust him with anything . Just not this. I just don't know how he'll react.
"I- I can't. You'll hate me if you knew."
Strong arms tighten even further around me, making me feel so warm and safe. "I highly doubt that I'll hate you. Tell me what it is, If it makes you feel better, I promise I won't tell anyone."
That did it. The dam just seemed to burst open and everything came pouring out- my fears of my feelings and how it seemed to be changing everything.
I soon began to settle down and finished with, "-and I can't stop loving him Charlie, I just can't. He's everything to me. I can't lose him."
Everything was silent and I felt self-loathing and sadness threatening to choke me before, "You know, when I was younger I realized I felt for Bill the same way you do for Fred. I never told him, and I doubt I ever will, but I understand. You can't just stop loving someone- even if you know it's wrong."
"But in your case, it's different. Have you ever noticed how few pureblood magical twins there are?" I nod my head, "It is a proven fact that these special twins share the same soul, it's just shared between two bodies. It's quite normal for 'Spirit Twins' as they call them, to want to be with each other sexually, they share everything else so why not this? It's recorded that these twins who are with separate people don't feel complete, like something's missing. So you see, what you're feeling is not only right, it's completely expected."
I sit there for a long moment, trying to wrap my head around the fact that- that I'm normal. Slowly I push myself off Charlie's lap and smile at him when he stretches and moves to go up to the seventh year dorms.
"Thanks Charlie."
"Your welcome Forge." I grin at the nickname Fred gave me and scurry upstairs behind Charlie and crept quietly into the First Year Dorm and into bed. Pulling the covers over me, I kiss Fred gently on the cheek and whisper goodnight while wrapping myself around him and drift off into sleep.
Things would turn out alright. I just knew it.