I do not Own Inuyasha if I did well I wouldn't be writing this now would I? This is a songfic somewhat I also do not own the song I think dream theater does check em out their cool if its not them its Suicidal Tendencies if not them chimera doubt it tho ok people its like 2 to 4 songs maybe all together on different chapters
Hitomi brushed her long blonde hair staring back at her from the mirror was a woman, long blonde hair, pale blue eyes that had been blackened and her lips chapped and bloody. A silent scream began to make its way up through her throat but she held it back in fear. She stood and sat on the small futon she'd been sleeping on for the past 20years of her life, nightmares being the only thing she would see every time she closed her eyes. Afraid to wake up to another day death being the only thing she'd been wanting. She woke up in a cold sweat this nightmare was worse than last night they kept getting worse. He walked in and sat down beside her, "Nightmares again?" he asked.
She nodded, "You screamed" he said and her eyes grew wide, "Please no…" she choked as he wrapped his hands around her neck tightening his grip. "your mine" he said, she shook her head, he threw her to the floor, she kept it inside all the pain her undying fear. He finished she was bleeding on the floor she couldn't cry she wasn't allowed she only kept her feelings to herself. She fell asleep again on the floor as she cried and saw a man long white…a man? No…something more….would he save her…no it was only a dream.
Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down
I cry for help but no one's around
Silently screaming I bang my head against the wall
It seems like no one cares at all
The next day she woke the dream still burning in her mind, she smiled thinking of that man a broken smile never the less. He walked in picked her up from the floor, "I'm selling you…my most prized possession…I need the money sadly your not worth a lot…" his words harsh he threw her to the floor, "change your clothes your gone today at noon."
She did as she was told she was excited hoping someone not as cruel would purchase her, but would she be that lucky? She was finished and he came in and grabbed her arm, "Lord Hayate…may I ask who will be purchasing me?" "No!" he barked and then acted as if he were gentle with her as they stepped in front of some green creature.
"I want her to remain innocent do not touch her if you decide to return her but you will not get your money back." Hayate had said as he handed her over to the short creature who wrapped a chain around her ankle. He handed Hayate the money and dragged her out by the chain. " A slave" the creature murmured " a salve woman why would Lord Sesshomaru request this a woman?!" he was in disbelief , Hitomi interrupted, "Sir if you don't mind me asking who are you and who is this Lord Sesshomaru you mumbled about?" the creature stopped pulling her and turned his beady little eyes burning into hers. " Lord Sesshomaru only wanted you knowing you were the only slave woman for sale you will only attend to his young human companion Rin who has grown far to attached to him if you ask me!" the creature turned not giving his name to Hitomi and just kept dragging her along. The night came and she stared up at the stars she smiled it felt so good to be free from that torture, she stared until the trees covered her gaze and she stared back at the ground and her chained ankles she sighed.
They stopped and the creature stared into the trees "LOOOORRRDD SESSSSSHHHHHOOOOOMMMMMAAAARRRRRUUUUU!!!" the creature bellowed and it echoed through the forest. " I hear you jaken im right behind you did you bring the female?" "yes lord she's right here" jaken turned and showed Hitomi to him. She looked up and their eyes met.
Always an emotion, but how can I explain
How can I explain
Kind of like the scent of a rose
With words I can't explain
The same with my pain
Caught up in emotion-Goes over my head
Goes over my head
Sesshomaru blinked he shook his head "come Rin ." a young girl stepped out long black hair ratted and her clothes and skin dirty. Hitomi looked at her in shock, then back to Sesshomaru "Am I here to care for her?" she asked quietly "Lord Sesshomaru" jaken barked at her and she jumped. Sesshomaru stared at her once more "yes" he responded his voice was pleasant to Hitomi's ears gentle and soothing she'd fallen in love with it, his voice would be relaxing to hear. "Then My Lord Sesshomaru the first thing…is to let her get to know me….then clean her up no little girl should be covered in dirt from head to toe." Hitomi smiled her broken smile and Rin laughed "I like you already" she said still laughing. Sesshomaru didn't smile and Hitomi wondered about this…then her eyes widened…the man from my dream she thought but no not a man a demon.
"alright." came Sesshomaru's gentle voice "but first I would like to speak with you and make sure I can trust young Rin with you" hitomi nodded and she stared down at the chains on her ankles. "jaken remove them she is of no harm, im here." jaken did as he was told and he removed the chains letting Hitomi step forward towards Sesshomaru.
They spoke quietly and then he let her go she half heartedly smiled and walked over taking Rin's hand and Sesshomaru showed her the nearest lake. "There you go you two may clean yourselves here." and he turned away. Rin quickly removed her clothing and jumped in the water as Hitomi gently removed her kimono feeling the blood that had soaked through and trying not to touch her bruises or cuts. Rin stared at her " Lady Hitomi…" "Not lady…just ….Hitomi…" Rin laughed and splashed water in her own face, 'Alright …Hitomi why do you bleed and why is your skin so black and blue and the cuts on your face and the rings around your eyes and…" "enough Rin" Hitomi Stammered "don't ask such questions just get yourself cleaned up." "Sorry Hitomi"
Hitomi stood in the water cleaning herself up wincing as the water washed away the blood and fell over her cuts. Tears welled up in her eyes but she held them back.
Sesshomaru stood behind a tree watching her only noticing the large and small gashes on her body , the bruises that had formed and the bloodied water. She turned feeling eyes upon her covering herself she searched and saw his glowing yellow eyes, they stared and burned into each other again.
Sometimes I got to think to myself is this life or death
Am I living or am I dead
The clock keeps ticking but nothing else seems to change
Problems never solved, just rearranged
And when I think about all the times that I've had
So few good-So many bad
I search for personality and I look for things I can not see
What were these feelings he felt emitting from her what demon held her soul?
Could he show feelings for this woman this human creature, this thing he thought of as below him, as weak, as …worthless? Should he? Would it be right? look how my brother cares for his human wench could I care for this one like he cares for his? Sesshomaru shook his head he would think of that no more tonight. He blinked and made her take her gaze from him. She went back to cleaning her cuts. She got out wrapping her kimono around herself and rins around her. "Rin…is Lord Sesshmaru kind to you?" Rin smiled brightly and nodded "You'll soon see" and as soon as her obi was tied Rin took off running twords Sesshmaru and jumped around him, Hitomi watched as he just looked at her then turned his gaze to the sky " Time for you to sleep Rin" came his gentle voice and Rin dropped to the ground and cuddled up in a ball next to him.
Hitomi sat against a tree Sleeping out here she thought what about…she stared at sesshmaru again and sighed thinking back to what Rin had said what did this child know , Hitomi had only been with the Lord for only a few hours she couldn't see what the child saw she would want to know more about him. Lord Sesshomaru…her thoughts faded and she fell asleep. Sesshomaru looked at her then to Jaken, "Where did you find her Jaken?" he questioned the small creature who jumped " A man , Tall he was and Burley ." "did you hear anything while you were there ?" " While I was waiting my lord I heard a large thud and then nothing just the opening of the door and then he gave me the woman."
"did you get this mans name?" " of course my lord, Lord Hayate was it." Sesshmaru nodded and then let his gaze drift towards Hitomi , she moved in her sleep and whimpered, cried out in pain it seemed and finally awoke her eyes met his. Again? ….
Love and peace flash through my mind
Pain and hate are all I find
Find no hope in nothing new
Never had a dream come true
Lies and hate and agony
Thru my eyes that's all I see
These feelings he felt emitting from her would not change or go away every time he looked at her his thoughts began to race. What could have happened to her? He thought he knew but he couldn't assume he would have to ask her and make sure his thoughts were true. His eyes burned into hers and she turned her head.
If I'm gonna cry
Will you wipe away my tears?
If I'm gonna die
Lord please take away my fear
Before I drown in sorrow
Last thing that I'll say
How will I laugh tomorrow
She felt as though he was reading her thoughts as he burned his look in her eyes. She fell asleep again, would she dream peaceful tonight, what would go on in her slumbering mind?
Sesshomaru kept his gaze on her his body stiff what were these feelings, he hated them so.
If I can't even smile today
Today today--when I can't even smile today
Today today--when I can't even smile today
How will I laugh tomorrow--when I can't even smile today
How will I laugh tomorrow--when I can't even smile today
Ok people that is it for this chapter chapter one whooo im glad with the results I actually am liking this this may be the first fic I write that I actually maybe like I admit it's a bit corny but I kinda like it