Yo! Felt like writing this...I have a bunch of One-shots I want to write...well I have them all in my trusty piece of paper! Yosh! Now this is quite unique too cuz I wrote it at night and lost like ten minutes of my sleep~ Well enjoy...or not XD.
Shadowmarialove
I dunnot own Bleach...if I did I would make Kisuke Ichigo's dad...cuz he would make a cool dad!
Urahara Kisuke is a smart man.
Even before he had died, he was well known in the scientific world. He had accomplished many things and had fame, power, and many women at his feet. He was well aware of his good looks, but he didn't bother looking for women. Why would he? He had everything already. Oh, how he regretted that decision. He didn't know a thing about women and thus making him incapable of getting the one that caught his sole and divine attention.
Urahara Kisuke is a smart man.
He knew he wanted that cat (1). That one beautiful cat with eyes so full of life and energy. The cat that jumped and chased after what it wanted. He knew he wanted that cat. There was just one problem. The cat loved a certain Sakura Tree (2). The Tree itself gave the aura of nobility, beauty, perfection. Its pink perfect petals would fall down elegantly and with beauty that even he was forced to admit was incredible.
He was completely outclassed. Even if he used to have everything. He was just a green hat with white straps left besides the magnificent tree. He could only watch how the cat he wanted chased after the petals. The Tree ignoring it but…..
…it seemed that the Tree was losing. The cat was catching up and taking down more and more petals. In the end the cat caught the Sakura Tree. And all he could do was watch. Watch how his cat was taken away from him. Watch how his cat smiled so brightly….but never at him. He watched how his cat looked, oh, so radiant in white. He watched how the cat caught the last petal, and how he was forgotten. The ugly-old-green hat was left forgotten.
Urahara Kisuke is a smart man.
He was really smart because he knew. He knew that the feeling of wanting to die, of wanting the be swallowed by the earth. That feeling. That one that makes you cry and look so lovingly at old memories you have. The cold feeling of something breaking slowly. He knew what it was. It was called heartbreak, but for him it wasn't heartbreak. No, it was something that had happened to him before. Happened before he had died.
He also knew what it was called. That hollow feeling, when you feel, oh so cold, and you can't stop shivering. You can only watch how people ask, "what's wrong?" When he says everything is fine, but when has everything been fine? You can only watch their worried faces and you can't help but get back some of your joy when you see your cat approaching you and taking care of you when you lay there in an old mattress. You smile and somehow, you're putting the broken pieces back together with that smile of hers. But then the pieces start breaking too. And you see how the Tree came with the cat to help you. But how can the Tree help when that is the problem? The pieces are almost broken and he sees how the Tree comforts the cat. And you know what this is called. It is called death.
Urahara Kisuke was a smart man.
(1) If ya really can't figure it out, it's Yoruichi.
(2) This one is obviously no other than Byakuya.
I somehow feel guilty...this is so depressing, I need a new hobby. Anyway review say how you like it and how awesome I am or say how you hate it and I should just go die...:)