Hey guys, DaBeans here. So this is my first ever fanfic. I would appreciate constructive criticism on what I could do better for future chapters and stories. Please don't be easy on me. Just go on and rant and bash all over the place please :P Thank you for reading it and follow or favorite if you want… or not. Your choice.
Chapter 1
I sit atop the roof aka my thinking place. The sun has just risen above the horizon, shining down on the shoddy buildings and trashed streets.
Shades of reds, yellows, and oranges dance beautifully across the sky slowly mixing and morphing until creating a bright crisp blue. The wind blows gently through carrying leaves and plastic remains along the way.
I don't understand. It's impossible really. How can everything be so peaceful around me when I feel everything but peace?
Images flash violently in my head. Over and over again. Her hands loop around his neck as they kiss passionately. His hands snake under her shirt making their way up to her bra cladded breasts.
I jerk back aggressively, tears now littering my face. My face contorts in rage and all I see is red.
How dare she, after all we've been through! She never seemed the type to cheat. But then again what did I expect. She was too good to be true and besides everyone leaves. No one ever wants to stay. I should be used to it… but she, she was supposed to be different. She was supposed to stay, to stick with me through thick or thin.
I should hate her. I should fucking hate her but I don't. I couldn't even disrupt their little make out session. I just stood there watching like an idiot before closing the damn door and running the fuck away from that place.
They probably didn't even notice. Too horny to care I bet. I laugh humorously while wiping my leaking eyes. To make matters worse they were doing it in our place. Our place. The place we first kissed. The place we became official. Now it's tarnished. Forever blemished.
And even after acknowledging all this I still can't bring myself to end the relationship. She's the best thing that's ever happened to me.
I can't. I can't do it. No I'll prolong this for as long as I can. If it ends it'll be because of her not me. I realize this'll make me hurt even more in the end but I just want to be with her for a little longer. It's sick and twisted but I love her that much.
Tori Vega, I love you so much it hurts.
Next chapter will be posted around sometime next week or the week after because I'm a lazy bum.